NOTED.

How?

*Trigger Warning:
Talks of abusive mom and starvation*

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How? How could I end up like this? A mess. I promised myself I wouldn't let myself be exposed like this. Not even Jess knows, and I've know her since 7th grade or since she's been in 8th. Well technically we weren't friends till this year cause she always been older than me, but no one really cares in high school. Still if anything I wouldn't tell Ivan. I know nothing of him. Except he likes the color blue. Oh and his favorite animal is sharks, he has a pen with a shark on it and the only doodle in his whole neat notes is shark fins. That's all. Except he really likes apple juice he brings one every morning and every lunch. That's it.

It's been silent this whole walk. A good thirty minutes of silence. I almost tripped cause my shoe wasn't tied. He tied it. Didn't say anything just got down and tied it after stopping me from falling on my face. Then we just walked. I've been so in my thoughts I almost fell again. He didn't bother to help me this time.
"Do you need to hold my hand or something?" He asked sarcastically, not looking back at me. After passing the pet store we reached a house. It was cute and lively. It was dark but the lights around the house light up and the flowers at beautiful. He walks towards the house. "Are you gonna stand there and admire it or come in?" He ask looking back at me, and starts unlocking the door. I rush in still cold from the rain that had stopped a couple minutes ago. He closes the door behind me and locks it. The entrance is kinda tight yet spacious. It's well decorated. The house smells like fall. I love fall. Ivan yells through out the house. "Kathy I brought a lost puppy home." Puppy?

"What are you yelling about." I recognize that voice. That silhouette. As he gets closer, I recognize that honey blonde hair. Just as I was about to say something he looks shocked and runs upstairs.

"Why is he here?" I ask Ivan, and he just smiles. How? How did I end up here?