Barrister Babu(os/ts)

vaijanti track(part 1)

(The story starts before vaijanti being Bondita came out.Till then everything is same with the series.But thakuma and sumati ma have been pressuring her to marry chandchur.They think no one will marry bondita anymore so they are forcing her, sumati ma has said that if she doesn't agree to marry him in two weeks she will commit suicide.Bondita never felt that helpless.She doesn't want to support serval marriage,plus she will rather die than marry someone else except Anirudh Roy Choudhury.She disguised herself as vaijanti to see her sakhababu,but Anirudh has told her that she doesn't have to go there anymore as she doesn't have anything else to learn)

(AND think the previous chapter that I wrote 'sindoor' is connected to this story,'Sindoor' chapter is their life in future,and this chapter is their past)

It was past midnight.Almost everyone was sleeping except two soul in two neighboring village Tulsipur and Krishnagar.it was Anirudh and Bondita.Both were awoke in two different reason.
Anirudh was thinking about what happened in court today,few so-called lawyers tried to burn her stuffs to put down her hard works.How dare they?they call themselves a human?they are worse than monsters.
But this wasn't a new thing in his life,he fought against some discrimination everyday,and this so-called educated people aren't that better than the uneducated ones.But what was troubling him more was what he was feeling, feeling for the kid he literally raised with his own hands.And now she was his biggest enemy's granddaughter.It's a sin for him to have these thoughts for her.A SIN.

But his heart and feelings that he had been shoving away for all this years successfully is trying to come out.He was feeling guilty, guilty for hurting her, guilty for feeling things for her he shouldn't have, guilty for feeling things for his enemy's daughter.It's hurting his head.Why?he and Bondita had the most purest relationship,so why is he feeling like this?he didn't even see her face as he didn't want to become weak in front of her,and he doesn't have the courage to face her questions either.And he felt like he is betraying his family.He knows what bondita is to him,she is his life,his "jinee ki vajha",and this hasn't changed and it will never change but today it feels like she isn't his responsibility anymore,she is something more.But he can't recognize what he is feeling for her,it surely can't be love,no never.It can't never be love.She is his everything and he does love her,but not like that.She was his responsibility and she will always be his responsibility but suddenly he heard her voice behind him.'but patibabu,you have freed yourself from me,you once promised to never let go of my hand but you broke that promise,you left bondita all alone in a house where you have seen how women gets treated.I am not your responsibility anymore patibabu,I am not anything to you now,you have lost that right.We are just strangers now'
"Go away,I don't want to hear anything from you"
'really?but weren't you the one who begged me last time to atleast visit you in your sleep after I stopped appearing in front of you after vaijanti came?by the way patibabu,why are you giving her the rights that belongs to me?are you going to break another promise you gave me?'
He put his fingers in his ears,"I am not giving anyone any right,I....just want some peace,just...."
Anirudh's whole body shivered,he let out a sarcastic laugh but his heart was bleeding.How much can a person handle, sometimes it truly surprise him,why is he still sane?or did he already lost his sanity?or else why would he imagine a person for years who wasn't even beside him.

Anirudh was sitting in his study.He took off his glasses and laid his head down on the headrest of his chair.His head was paining a lot.

But he didn't take any medicine,sleep was never his friend eitherway.But he didn't wanted to accept it,he was waiting for the phone ring.He only answered one time,but he didn't talk.But still she would call him every night,it will ring and ring,no one receive the call,the call ends,she calls him again.This way she calls him three times but he never received it except that one time.Yet he unknowingly wait for her call,it gives him some hope,he hates it but this is the only thing he has left in his life now,and her memories.Does he really lo...