Age - 14
Warnings - none?
Y/ns pov
I was currently sat in the principals office being lectured about fighting. A girl had been coming up to me multiple times being rude to me for a couple months now and this time I just lost control and went for her. I can't remember what happened afterwards apart from being in the office waiting for my mum to pick me up, I kinda blacked out during the fight.
The principal had left me in his office to go and greet my mum. He had his head so far up parents arses it was a joke.
"Ms Johansson, pleasure to see you. Of course I wish it could be on better circumstances" I heard the principal speak to my mum in hushed tones outside of the door.
My mum muttered a response back that I couldn't quite catch, she is pretty scary when she's angry. I've been suspended twice before this but other then that a good student.
The door to the office opens and my mum sits down in the seat beside me, glaring at me.
" as you know y/n is being suspended due to violent behaviour towards another student-" the principle starts but I'm quick to interrupt though I should probably keep my mouth shut knowing I'm digging a deeper whole for myself.
"What the fuck? She was violent too?! She went for me first but she was to slow" I quickly rambled out feeling frustrated tears threaten to spill.
My mum shot me a 'are you kidding' look to signal to shut up which I did. I sunk back into my seat feeling the eyes of both the principal and mum now on me.
"Y/n will have a week suspension, as you know Ms johansson this school has a no violence policy and will not be tolerated." The principal said looking between me and my mum
"Yes ofcourse, we will be having a long chat later about this. Thank you for your time" mum said getting up to leave "y/n" she called out signalling me to follow her.
I knew mum was mad because she was doing her power walk to the car and not speaking a word to me. Usually she'd wait for me and we'd walk together and talk about stuff but it was very awkward.
I sat myself in the back of the car not wanting to sit next to her and make matters more awkward then they already were. But you know me I just couldn't keep my mouth shut.
"Mum i-" i started but was quickly cut off
"No" yep she was angry like very angry
For the rest of the journey back we stayed in a tense silence, mum kept averting her eyes to the mirror to glance over at me every now and then.
Mum got out of the car and slammed the door, i quickly followed her not wanting to make her anymore pissed off.
"I was in work for two hours! Two hours y/n! And then I get a call saying my daughter has been fighting a girl at school?!" Mum shouted whilst storming into the kitchen and chucking her bag on the kitchen island.
"This is the third time you've been suspended now! I'm so disappointed, I didn't raise you like this" well that one stung abit
"I'm sorry-" I got interrupted again.
"I can't even look at you right now. Just go to your room, this conversation is over" mum huffed turning her back on me
"Bitch" I mumbled as I walked away
"What was that?" My mum asked as she spun around and made her way over to me, Her eyebrows raised in disapproval.
"Nothing" I murmed beginning to walk away until I felt her hand planted firmly on my shoulder.
"No, tell me. What did you just say?"
"Your a bitch! You never ever let me explain, instead you shout at me all the time!" The frustration built up in me was clearly releasing.
I quickly ran off up to my room with tears streaming down my face. I just wanted my mum to listen to me.
It wasn't long until I heard a knock on my door "y/n, can I come in"
"Yeah"I mumbled loud enough for her to hear
"Im sorry for not hearing you out, I should've asked about everything that happened before cutting you off. Though I still don't agree with you fighting that girl nor the language you used."
"I'm sorry too, I just want you to listen to me before you jump to conclusions. The principle didn't hear me out and then you didn't after which was frustrating because the fight wasn't all my fault" I said trying to hold back my tears
"I'm sorry baby" mom says as she sits down and pulls me into her side and wraps her arms around me "do you wanna explain what happened, I promise I'll listen to it all"
I give her a nod and then sit up abit, still cuddled into her warm embrace.
"The girl was being rude to me for a while, she'd walk past me and make comments about me or threaten me but I ignored it. She made me really anxious to go to school because all her friends would follow me into the toilets or around school in general. Then today she went around to people and said she was going to jump me after school and I know a lot of people so it got back to me pretty fast, something in me just switched so as soon as I saw her called her over and just swung at her and everything went black from there. I hardly remember anything apart from seeing red and the teachers pulling me off of her and then going to the principles office and so fourth. I know you don't like violence and stuff but I couldn't handle it anymore and she needed to be put in her place. I'm sorry" by the end of my long explanation and rant I was nearly hysterical letting all the tears stream down my face.
"Oh my love, it's okay. Well get this sorted, i don't want you to go to school feeling anxious and worried about a stupid girl. You should've told me when it first started though I don't think you'll have a problem with her now" mom chuckled towards the end of her sentence, i was so grateful for her support. She didn't always hear me out but she'd say sorry when she knew she fucked up. It was her first time being a mom and being on earth just like me so we had to be understanding towards one another.
"Thank you, and I didn't tell you because you've been so busy with work. You didn't need the extra stress" I explain
"You come before work, your my top priority always. Work can wait, just promise me you'll be more open about what's going on because I really can help you when things get tough" mom said as she swayed us back and fourth "promise you'll talk to me about these things" she raised an eyebrow looking down at me
"I promise"
"Good girl, I love you"
"I love You too mom" my mom was my favourite person "can we get food now I'm starving" I asked sheepishly
"Yes of course my sweet girl, how about ice cream and a movie afterwards?" Mom offered
"Yes yes yes" of course I accepted the offer whilst jumping up and down like a little kid on Christmas Day
