Doubts

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Finally, they have their brunch with Jin cooking. Taking advantage of the situation Jimin makes Jin cook both brunch and dinner. With Tae's heat nearing the end, Jungkook will have his heat soon. After having dinner, everyone moves to their respective bedrooms. In Jin's bedroom, Jin and Jungkook lie on their back in bed, discussing their first date while playing with each other's fingers.

Jungkook then turns his body to lie on his sides looking at Jin, " Yeobo, I'll have my heat soon." Jin intertwines their hands and looks at Jungkook, " I know pretty baby. Is it okay if we mate during your heat or do you want some time?" Immediately Jungkook pulls his hands off Jin and glares " Why wouldn't I wanna mate during my heat? Or Is this because you are having second thoughts??"

Jin understands he has upset Jungkook so he stays calm and turns to look at Jungkook "Baby, why would I have second thoughts?? Do you have any idea how difficult it is for me to see my mate walk around without my mark on his neck?" Jin moves closer and kisses Jungkook's forehead " Baby, I can't wait to mark you as mine." Jungkook nods.

" Baby is something bothering you? Why would you think I'd have second thoughts, did I do something to make you feel that way?" Jungkook doesn't look at Jin but shakes his head saying no. " Baby, look at me," Jin says sternly, moving his hand under Jungkook's chin to make him look at him. Jungkook looks at Jin, eyes brimming with tears " What is it, baby?"

" I haven't told you anything about my past, and it's scary to have people from my past in this same place where I'm going to begin my life and believe they'll let me live peacefully. I know you love your pack, I'll never want you to choose between me and the pack. I worry that I might bring more harm than any good to the pack and eventually make you hate me. I love you and the pack so much and it feels too good to be true that I'll be part of it—" Jin moves closer and hugs him tightly while Jungkook sobs.

Jin moves away and looks down at Jungkook, "Look at me" Jungkook with teary eyes looks at him. " Yeobo, I don't give a fuck about your past or your previous pack members who are here. They do not belong to this territory, If I'm right, they are just visiting. You don't have to worry about them hurting our pack. And even if they did try to hurt the pack, why would I hate you, baby? Why would you even think I would be able to hate you?"

Jin continues " You could ask anyone in the pack, they've never seen me talk about my feelings to anyone. You saw me after I found Jimin on the other side, I was finally able to share my thoughts with someone, I was able to process my feelings and not just run away to hunt to express my anger. And you are so natural, as if you didn't even have to make any efforts to make me feel at peace with my feelings, you just being around me makes me feel better. Moon goddess has given me a mate with whom I don't always have to be brave, I can just be myself, who protects me, and who laughs at my silly dad jokes. You think I'll let some asshole take that away from me. They would be stupid to even think about it. Baby I may not seem possessive but my alpha, he sure is."

" Also, Our pack has got all the strong wolves. They can very well protect themselves, or even if they are attacked, we've got a strong feisty omega with bambi eyes who will protect us. So stop worrying about the future. We'll handle everything together as mates and as a pack. Okay?"

Jungkook hugs him and sobs even louder. After a few minutes, he looks at Jin " I don't really enjoy your dad jokes" " What!!! Man heartbreak hurts like hell" Jin holds his chest and pouts. Jungkook smiles. " We'll be okay right?" " Of course baby".

Jungkook leans closer and closes the gap, pressing his lips on Jin's. Jin kisses him back. Jungkook lets Jin take over and both move their lips in sync with their tongue at play. Jin rubs his fingers softly on his cheeks and Jungkook curls his fingers on Jin's hair.

They pull away, panting. Jungkook then moves his hand to Jin's shirt and starts to unbutton them. Jin helps him remove his shirt quickly. Jin then proceeds to help Jungkook remove his shirt. Jin then gets up and places his knees on each side of Jungkook's legs. He leans down with the help of his elbows on the sides of Jungkook's face such that Jungkook lies below Jin " You look so beautiful underneath me baby" Jungkook face turns pink.

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