English is not my first language. So kindly bear with me.
Park Seonghwa who had a pretty normal life, working in a cafe, following his passion, supportive parents and kind friends. He had everything that anyone would wish for but still he felt like...
| I try to bear it, but I hope this is just a misunderstanding (Ooh) |
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Hongjoong patted the bed signalling Seonghwa to sit there. Seonghwa obeyed him. Hongjoong went for a while after coming back with a tube in his hand, 'There he goes treating my wounds' Seonghwa thought.
Seonghwa back was facing Hongjoong. Hongjoong untied the knot of Seonghwa's robe, letting it fall off his shoulder. Seonghwa just sat there, he hissed a bit as he felt the coldness of the ointment touching his bare skin.
Hongjoong said with the most gentle tone "I am sorry love. You don't listen to meet that's why I had to do it. I also don't want to hurt you but leave me no choice. If you obey me I will never ever hurt you. But if you disobey me I will teach you a lesson."
Seonghwa felt warmth and shiver running down his spine at the same time. How can Hongjoong turned from sweet to dangerous that fast? He just kept quiet. But he could hear the guilt in Hongjoong's tone. They sat in silence, but even the silence was pretty loud and both of them could hear. After Hongjoong was done he put robe on Seonghwa's body.
Seonghwa turned around just to gasp at the sight infront of him. Hongjoong was crying. Tears flowed from his eyes. Subconsciously Seonghwa's hands went to cup Hongjoong's cheeks, gosh he hated Hongjoong did he? maybe not. But seeing Hongjoong cry made him sad.
Hongjoong looked at Seonghwa through his blurry vision, he said while his lips quivering "I am sorry Seonghwa. Please I am really sorry. I don't want to hurt you. I love you very much. You are literally my life. I am nothing without you. Please don't leave me."
Seonghwa's heart hurt hearing Hongjoong. Without wasting a sec, he pulled Hongjoong into his embrace. He said while patting his back "Don't cry. Ok. I will not leave you. I love you too."
Hongjoong smirked but Seonghwa couldn't see it. Hongjoong thought 'Oh my seonghwa ssi. How innocent are you. Love. You shouldn't trust anyone but me. I will make you addicted to me. I will make sure you would never leave me. You are Mine.'
Hongjoong wiped his tears he wasn't acting, they were not crocodile tears, he was really hurt that he was hurting Seonghwa. He didn't want to do it but Seonghwa was making it hard. Hongjoong said "Let's go and have a bf in the garden today."
Seonghwa eyes lit up, he was finally going to see sun after many days. He nodded and waited for Hongjoong to take a shower.
The wait was over, Seonghwa and Hongjoong were now in garden. There was a small table placed, in the middle and at both the sides there were flowers, butterflies dancing around them.
Seonghwa took a deep breath of the fresh air, and the sun that you touched his skin, making him glow like an angel. A smile appeared on his face. Hongjoong just lovingly stared at him with eyes filled with love.
Then their eyes met, Seonghwa felt like the world suddenly stopped, the eyes with which Hongjoong was watching him, were the eyes that he fell for. Those eyes that held love and obsession at the same time, he felt like he was going to drown in them. He cleared his throat and walked to sit on the chair. The breakfast was placed on the table.
Seonghwa started digging in, he was hungry from yesterday night activity. Hongjoong chuckled looking at Seonghwa stuffing food inside his mouth, gosh he is so fucking adorable he thought.
Seonghwa would be the end of him. He said "Baby calm down, you can eat all of this. Even if you are hungry, I will make some more. Eat slowly love. You might choke on your food." Blood rushed through Seonghwa's cheeks, he was embarrassed. He said "I will definitely get fat, if you feed me like this. I won't have the pretty body you love. Then maybe you will leave me."
Hongjoong stared at him, Seonghwa looked into his eyes, he could see it again the darkness. He heard him say "I will never leave you love. I don't love only your body. I love you from inside out. I love your soul. I will even love you when you put on weight, or get white hairs and get wrinkles on your face. The day you leave me, is the day I die. I am nothing without you. I am not leaving you never."
Seonghwa tried to register all the things Hongjoong said. Did Hongjoong really love him that much? Or was it just his obsession? But what if he really loved him that much? He would never get a person who would love him this much. He silently ate his food, hongjoong voice ringing in his mind. This was getting more hard. He now wanted to step back from escape plan.
