Once more? : Cameron Dallas

Chapter 11

I'm freaking engaged. I've been laying in bed wide awake smiling. Cameron and I are getting married. Holy shit.

I never actually thought of marriage before, it's not something that come up in conversation ever. Of course thoughts came but I pushed them away.

Nash and Hayes knew all week. I'm surprised Nash didn't blab to be honest. He can't keep a secret worth crap.

Mady and Deborah have already declared that they are planning everything. To the bridal shower, bachelorette party, all the way down to the I dos. I have no problem with that since I know mom probably won't do any of that, even though Nash and I both called them. it hurts for them not to be there for me. Will dad walk me down the isle?

I've had all these questions running through my mind all night. While Cameron lays beside me sleeping like a log. I giggle at the way he snores lightly.

We haven't really determined a date, I would like a summer wedding outside, under the shade or on the beach, but there's too many things that could go wrong with that. Cameron wants a winter wedding in a small church, with the snow falling lightly outside.

But I had to argue that he can't control the weather and we'd have to go somewhere where it actually snows, and plus I hate the cold.

After hours of sitting in the dark thinking I decide to make a cup of tea, I quietly make my way to the kitchen and grab the things I need.

I had texted Harry, but Louis and him went out to celebrate. Gay marriage is legal, and even though they can't celebrate publicly they are finding a way.

I sent everyone I know a message after dinner. Everyone in the restaurant was cheering, I hate all the attention but it's always something that I will remember.

I have a photo shoot this weekend and Mark is begging me to let him but the news into his magazine that he started. He argued that I was everyone's favorite model, when I'm hardly one. I'm very hesitant about that, last time they put news in magazines Harry had to deny many things with me. I still wear the ring, ignoring the fact that people still think we are together. Cameron knows that nothing would ever happen, and is okay with it.

He's also said that he wanted to ask Harry and Louis to be a groomsman. Cameron demands to have them actually. Along with Nash, Hayes, and taylor. I know I was also shocked when he said Taylor.

Taylor agreed, but did not seem very excited. I know how he felt about me, and I don't know if he is dating anyone. Probably, Taylor is a great guy, he's kind hearted, and even though he acts like he's five sometimes he's mature, and he can make a girl laugh, he's even got the looks to pull everything together.

The only person that I haven't told is Tyler. I haven't even had contact with him since the night I called him and he blew me off. It hurt at the time, but I don't think telling him would be a good idea. So I've just pushed him out of my life, even though I'm loosing a friend in the process.

I finish my tea and start back toward the room until a faint knock is on the door. I look out of the peep hole and freeze.

Mom.

I slide the chain out of the lock and unlock the door opening it slightly. She sees me and smiles softly.

"Sorry if I woke you" she whispers.

"I was already awake, did you need something?" I question casually.

"Honey, I'm not your neighbor" she laughs but stops when she sees I'm not. "I got your message about the engagement" she smiles.

"Yeah"

"I'm so sorry that we haven't been around. It's just hard to keep contact when your clear out here." She sighs

"I left home at sixteen. I've been gone for four years! Jesus you act like you don't have a phone or Internet." I scoff.

"Honey, I...." She looks down. "I can't justify not calling. Hell I was only worried about your father" she shakes her head.

"How's he?"

"Okay, we are okay. Not together but we are alright" she nods. "He knows to. Wants to come walk you down the isle."

"Really?"

"Allison, you're are only daughter of course. We wouldn't miss it for anything" she reaches her hand out to rub my arm.

"Babe, what are you doing" Cameron's scratchy voice comes from the hall and a light turns on. He joins me and looks at me weird when he sees her.

"Cameron" my mom smiles.

"Oh, uh... Hello" he stutters awkwardly.

"I'm sorry that it's so late, I should go." She shakes her head and smiles

"Where are you staying" I ask before I can stop myself

"With Nash" she nods and waves. "Love you" she says before she disappears. I shut the door and lock it back before turning to Cameron.

"Come on, let's go to bed now" he pulls me into him and starts walking toward the room.

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"So what do you think?" Mark asks holding a huge wedding dress in his hands.

"It's gorgeous, but Deborah and Mady want to help me pick one" I sigh and smile softly.

"Well, give them a call, go out and get one today, we will do the shoot tomorrow with your dress, I'll be paying for it of course" he hugs me and turns me toward the door before I can argue.

"Mark we haven't even set a date, and I cat let you pay for the dress" I sigh stopping in front of the elevator

"We will keep the dress here so he can't see it, until you do set a date. And I'm paying for it, no questions asked. You're like a daughter to me Allison, I want to do this for you" he rest his hand on my shoulder and smile softly

"Fine" I give in and hug him.

Once I get into the elevator, I text Mady and Deborah and ask if they're free today, luckily they are and we planned to meet at a bridal shop.

I still get random crowds of paparazzi, but it's not so intense anymore, but I know several of them caught me going into the shop and the news will be out by tonight.

I brush off those thoughts when I lay my eyes onto the dresses. They're gorgeous, and I'm pretty sure Mady and Deborah tried on more than I did.

When I finally settle on the dress I want I'm almost in tears, because this is real.

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I'm sorry it took me forever but I'm just starting school so I'm writing on this between school and my other stories.

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