Once more? : Cameron Dallas

Chapter 13

Did taylor really just tell me not to get married. After not speaking in over a year he tells me not to marry Cameron. I'm feeling so many emotions at once I don't know how to react. I want to scream, cry, hit him!

"WHAT?" I yell stand up, followed by taylor.

"I know, it's insane for me to even ask, or even be here but Cameron doesn't deserve you, he's cheated what twice? He left for a year-"

"You left too!" I cut him off "when I needed you, where were you? You fucking left like everyone else! You don't have the right to tell me that Cameron doesn't deserve me when You don't either."

"I know I don't, and I know I left but I had things going on too" he defends.

"I can't even believe that you asked me not to get married. I.... I can't even look at you" I turn around and walk towards the window.

"I'm sorry, it's hard to let something you love go so easily" he sighs.

"I know, why do you think I'm marrying him!" I yell tears can fall from my eyes. "I fell in love early, and I know that wasn't smart. It was last thing I should've done, but I fell in love with him and I don regret it. Even if he's caused half the shit I went through. I'm in love with him, and it physically hurts me sometimes. The pain of knowing I could loose him like I did is constantly there, and I don't know how to make it stop. But then when we're together it's gone, and I feel my happiest" I admit.

"Is that even healthy?" He questions.

"Taylor I don't know. I really don't anymore, everything is finally falling into place and I don't want to mess any of it up, and you're messing everything up" I run my hands over my face.

"Okay then, I'll get out of your life" he sigh. My heart stops and I have to think everything through.

"I want you in my life, but you know that already. So it's up to you" I look down and close my eyes.

The silence that falls is unbearable. Then I hear the door shut and feel he tears fall. That's it he's gone.

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