class bound (boyxboy)

3.

                                                                                            "Nate"

As Raven walked home from school that evening all he thought about was Ray, It was the only thing he could think about, thinking about the things he liked about him and the things he didn't.  Raven couldn't think of anything about Ray and that made him angry. He felt the need to get to know Ray but not the want. 

When he got home he pulled out his old notebook from 7th grade, the only one he could find, and wrote down everything he could think about Ray. For thirty minutes Raven sat there trying to think of what to write and all he could put down was "name is Ray, has lots of friends, might be gay" this made Raven even more confused with him self. How could he be so infatuated with this boy he barely knew at all? 

This wasn't the only thing that made him confused, the main thing he couldn't stop thinking about is what he was going to do tomorrow when he has to go sit next to him for an hour. Then Raven remembered what he did, how he so carelessly just touched Rays hair and called his eyes pretty, he caught himself smiling to himself but quickly stopped, he felt guilty for some reason, Guilty about how he was becoming almost obsessed with a boy he's only talked to for a hour in total through out his whole life.

Meanwhile Ray had problems of his own..

When Ray got home he also got out a notebook, except this one was decorated with stickers and pictures he collected from through out the years, this was almost like a diary for Ray but he didn't like to call it that, it made him feel childish. He opened up to the next clean page and wrote in big letters "Raven"  at the top. He had decided that he was going to figure out if Raven was crush material or not, he started with the pros section. "hot, has abs, kinda cute hair, deep voice" then next he wrote the cons "probably homophobic, straight, only follows girls on insta, never talks to me".

Ray decided that Raven wasn't worth his time but deep down he knew he still liked him but he would just ignore that... Or at least for now.

Ray went to lay on his bed as he got a insta notification, it was a dm from someone named "user7578932234" "probably just someones alt account" he thought to himself until he pressed on the account and saw someones face. It was Nate, the school's best football player and everyone knew it, mainly because he wouldn't ever let anyone forget. But that's not why Ray was annoyed, it was because Nate was Rays situation ship, Nate hated when Ray would would talk to anyone but him but would never talk to Ray during school or even just in public. 

Nate was very deep in the closet and couldn't even call himself gay, but he did know one thing, and that was that he liked Ray. Nate and Ray had a very confusing relationship. Nate would be all obsessed and loving with Ray but then would leave him on delivered for 4 weeks.

To be honest Ray wasn't that good of a "boyfriend" either, he knew that Nate got jealous easily and used that against him. Whenever Ray was mad at Nate he would wait till he was about to walk passed him in the hall and he would talk to whatever man he could, Nate acted like he didn't notice or care but they both knew he did. 

Ray had blocked and broken up with Nate almost 15 times already but he really did think that each time Nate got back in contact with him again he maybe could have changed. Ray at heart knew Nate loved him at some level and that he kinda Loved him back. But ray couldn't live with just "kinda" he wanted to be with someone who was infatuated with him, someone that he could talk to for hours and not get bored.

Ray knew that this was going to be the last time he was going to give Nate a chance. As Ray pressed the message he held his breath. "baby Ive missed you..." "wanna meet up?" Stared back at Ray as he kept reading it over and over. "uh sure ig I'm free all day after school tmr where do you wanna go." Ray felt his face get hot as he pressed send, he was disappointed in himself for even answering Nate. 

Ray threw the phone on the other side of his bed and just layed down and stared at the ceiling as he waited for a reply. The phone dinged and he jumped scared to open the message. "just come ovr to my house at like 4:30." All Ray could let himself say back was "K" before he turned his phone on silent and went to bed.

(to be continued)

(authorst note

HI EVERYONEEE chapter three I'm excited and I'm updating when I said I would to so yayy ANDDDDD thank you to everyone who reads y'all make my dayyy! alsooo do we like the longer chapterss? I'ma try and make more of them so y'all get more to read so yea right now for me it isss 11:00 pm October 11 so that means next update will probably come out tomorrow night orrrr max October 15 it all depends on how I feel or how long it takes me to write butt I'm on fall break rn soo y'all might get a few extra chapters I'ma try and release two on Tuesday since I'm also off school on that day but well see ALSO OMG GUYS my friend found this storyy😭 she said my writing was good but its fine lol but anyways last thing PLEASEEEEE leave me y'all's sujestions and thought on where I should go with this story or what y'all would like to see happen so yea! OK ONE LAST THINGGG voting helps me alott so please gimmie that star🙏😔 anyways goodnight guysss see y'all next update😋