WHAT I DID FOR LOVE

Beautiful

I woke up super happy this nice Friday morning and I guess you all know why?Hell yeah I was going to Charles house and I was looking forward to all the exciting things that could happen and go wrong as well. I got a text earlier from Charles saying "Hey am close to the school dorm and I figured I could pick you,so get ready by 10:30am". Have been going crazy thinking of what I was going to wear,because it was crystal clear we were not in the same class, he was obviously freaking rich and I was just me.

I wouldn't say I have the perfect body shape or should I say I assume I  don't have the perfect body shape,but Joy and Angela always tells me they wished they had a shape like mine,mostly Angela. She said she would make guys go crazy with a shape like mine but I have never felt comfortable with my shape ever and have never bothered about how I looked or what I wore but not today,I just wanted to look good and perfect but who was I kidding, Charles and I were different on all levels so I went with what I had, a pair of faded jeans and a blue crop top and I had my hair up in a ponytail(I always had my hair in ponytails because I had no time to style it).

It was 10:00am when I was done and I had nothing doing so I decided to drop a message with my friends saying "Hi girls,so Charles offered to lend me some handbooks so I can meet up with what have missed so far in my classes and he's coming over to pick me so we can go over to his place". Just as I sent the text in our group chat,I got a text from Charles " I know I said 10:30am but am at the store opposite the dorm,can you come down if you're ready" I must be honest that I did not finish reading the text before I left my dorm room like a wife running to meet her husband who just got back from the army after many years, crazy right? But who knows if I was actually going crazy for real but who cares.

I came out of the dorm building while he was coming out of the store,perfect timing I must say. "Wow I had no idea you were this BEAUTIFUL and I must say you have a very nice body" he said as soon as we entered his car,I swear my soul was about to leave my body but I controlled myself and simply said "Thanks" and just then a notification from my friends. Angela: "please tell me you look sexy and your hair isn't in a ponytail ?", Joy:"I don't understand why he drove to pick you and he couldn't just bring the handbooks for you,can you please explain why?" Angela:"Please don't be a kill joy for once and give joy like your name implies and give the poor girl a break" Joy:"Fine,but just be careful and remember don't come to easy simply because he's cute or whatever plus you have no idea what he really wants from you and don't forget the reason you hate men".

I completely ignored the messages because it was hard not to think of what Joy said, I hated men because of my uncle. He tried raping me twice while he was drunk and after the whole incident I just kept my distance from boys,guys and men,all ages of men were my enemies and it had been like that since I was 10 years of age. But now things seem different with Charles and it made me believe he was meant for me and I could trust him and I hope am not wrong and it is the main reason I want to know him more. My mind kept assuming a lot of things until I heard him ask with raised eyebrows"Hey are you okay? Do you feel uncomfortable around me? I noticed you don't talk much and you make me do all the talking and I just realized you've never actually replied any of my messages", All he had to do was talk and I lost control of my tongue and I started talking without stopping "What? Of course am comfortable with you and I must say you're the first guy am comfortable with in eight years because of an incident I honestly don't want to talk about,tho I must say I have no idea why you're nice to me because you're super handsome with a nice body and sometimes I wonder what you look like without a shirt on, I heard you're on the swimming teams and am sure you have a lot of girls all over you,like your own fan club full of hot girls and you're fucking rich and am not even your type and ............" I stopped talking when he started laughing and that was when I looked at his directions realizing everything I have said so far, fuck am so stupid. "I had no idea you talk a lot, well it's good to know you're not boring and I must say I only heard you say you wondered how I looked without a shirt on and something about fucking" he said smirking,and yeah I must say he was definitely a playboy but I did not care,he made me comfortable and that was all that mattered.

We got to his house and I must say he was wrong about me been BEAUTIFUL because fuck his place was FUCKING BEAUTIFUL. I'm not sure if it's normal for rich kids to live like this but this was definitely too much for a college student. The interior of the house,the furnitures,just everything about the place is perfect and big,"Do you always have house parties here?" I asked "Sure,but most times my friends are the ones hosting the parties and by the way they're hosting one tomorrow and you're invited" he said "Oh,wow thanks " I am definitely not attending, I'll feel out of place,but he doesn't have to know that. In that perfect time, I heard my stomach rumbling, just perfect, he smirked saying "I suppose you haven't had something to eat? Come I'll make sandwiches and cook later at night"

We ate our sandwiches in silent mostly because I couldn't stop thinking of what he said, firstly because he was going to cook and secondly why do I have to stay till night? Wasn't I just here to get his handbooks and go back home? I guess Joy was right,it was more than just the handbook and yeah he could have easily brought them over when he came to the dorm. But then again he was going to cook for me, like a real meal, and that for sure is something I was looking forward to, him cooking for me.

After eating I told him he had a nice place and his reply wasn't what I expected,he stood up walked up to me an DM pecked me briefly on the lips, more like his lips brushing my lips and said "If you like my place then I guess you can start getting use to it"
What does he mean? Am I dreaming? Did he mean it? Was he flirting with me ? What should I do?