WHAT I DID FOR LOVE

Spend the Night

At 5:30pm Charles began to make our dinner,which is pasta,chicken with shrimps. Watching him cook was amazing and I must say he looked like an expert "Do you cook often?" I asked,he looked up smirking at me,he said come here and I walked towards him,pass me the salt he said,"SO?" I asked even more curious,"I only cook when am stressed and when I have a pretty girl over"he said looking me straight in the eyes. My heart skipping a beat I began to wonder how many girls he had brought over and cooked for then fucked. It's stupid of me to think about stuffs like this especially sex. I don't think am ready to loose my virginity just yet. Just Like he knew what I was thinking "No have never brought any girl here and no have never cooked for anyone here except for my friends and that only happens when am stressed. I guess they're always happy when am stressed because of the free food" he said smiling but not looking at me ,how does he know what am thinking? "What?, I never said anything ", I said and before he could reply I got a notification from Angela asking if we already fucked and how it was like. "A boyfriend?" Charles said,"No,a friend from home"

Our dinner was ready and served,and I must say it looked breathtaking,well anything food always looks breathtaking to me. The food tasted just as nice as the look of the food and am not sure if I embarrassed myself while eating but Charles kept staring at me like I was a mad dog. "Thanks for the meal,it was beyond delicious" I said truthfully, he just smiled and nodded while clearing the table and I watched him do everything. We chatted for a while, and I got to know he was 20 years of age making him 2 years older than I am, and an only child of his parent. And one thing lead to another and we were kissing, like literally kissing and I can't even remember who initiated the kiss but I know one thing for sure and that was the kiss was fucking good or I assumed it was good, not like have kissed a lot of guys. But since it was Charles I believed it was good and perfect. The way our lips and tongues were tangled together, it felt so good and I was immediately turned on. This isn't good I said to myself, according to Joy I shouldn't be easy but honestly this situation wasn't easy either , it feels so good I don't want it to ever stop, I don't want him to stop kissing me or holding me like he was,I don't know what came over me but I grabbed his hair so tight and i just wanted to stay this way in this moment forever. But sadly we were interrupted by the sound of the door opening and I was so scared my soul nearly left my body until I saw who it was, though am not familiar with them,but I remembered seeing one of them the first day Charles stopped to talk to me and I remembered he called him Josh so I guess they're his friends with a girl have never seen before, but it was crystal clear she hated me at that moment and I couldn't care less, I had no idea who she was so I wasn't bothered about her until she walked towards us and kissed Charles and he immediately pushed her away but am not sure if he did that because he was uncomfortable around her or he pushed her because I was there,plus she wasn't offended, she only smirked and went towards the kitchen area."Why are you here?" Charles said obviously pissed at them, I suppose for interrupting our little moment or because of what just happened between him and the girl. "Remember we're having a party here tomorrow so we're here to prepare and I thought you said you won't be here? And who's the new girl?"Josh said, wow so am just another new girl? I wondered what I was thinking, I felt stupid almost immediately. "This is Rita,my friend" "Rita this is Josh and this is Noah"

"Finally a face to the name, I could have sworn you were an imaginary person" Noah said making me confused," Come on Josh we have a party to plan,let's go meet Veronica" Noah said walking away from us pulling Josh along with him before he could say anything,"I'm sorry about that, I totally forgot they were coming"Charles said but all I could think about was who the girl was and if I was just a new girl, but I simply replied Okay. It was 8:40pm when I checked my phone and I supposed he noticed,"SPEND THE NIGHT HERE" he said, turning to face him "I can't,I have things to do" I lied, I felt uncomfortable and I just wanted to leave as soon as possible "Fine,come I'll drop you at your dorm" Charles said and I was happy and ready to leave immediately. When we got to my dorm, I was about to run off until he took my hands and asked if I was coming to the party tomorrow,"Sorry am kind of busy tomorrow,I suppose we'll see in school on Monday ",I said trying to look calm and not show I was lying"My friends aren't scary I promise, you'll like them once you get to know them if that's your reason for been busy and you still haven't gotten the handbooks, I guess we got distracted" he said smirking and I was reminded of the kiss once again. "I'll pick you tomorrow one hour before the party by 4:00pm, that way you get to meet my friends again and get comfortable with them before party okay?"Still thinking about the kiss I said "Yeah sure". He gave me a quick peck on the lips and I got out of the car and went to my dorm room.

I texted my friends and kept them updated on what had happened,Angela:"Go girl,I guess his lips felt heavenly?, and my advice don't give a fuck about anyone and just focus on your happiness,plus it's so obvious he likes and wants you", Joy:My words won't change Rita, be careful and my advice don't go to the party tomorrow and you can see I was right after all, you did not even get the books you went for in the first place, but I believe you know what you want and what's best for you "

Do I really know what I want? Do I really know what's best for me? All I know is Charles is the first guy am comfortable with in a long time and I like the Kiss we shared and I wanted more and I can only get more of that by attending that party tomorrow and I hope I don't regret my decision tomorrow.