WHAT I DID FOR LOVE

The beginning

Hi am Rita,am 18 and this is my story

It all started when I got accepted into college and I felt so happy, well happy for many reasons but mostly because of the freedom I was going to have. Back at home I had little freedom, my dad is a disciplinarian and he hardly ever gave anything (money)and mom was just too scared to interfere in his affairs and she had a daycare business where she watch after neighbors children and gets paid, the money from the business is what we use to feed most times. I wouldn't say I have a happy family but there were happy moments I will always cherish.

It was a lot to move to college and all but disappointing because I had little to take with me,mom did all the major things and I knew how our situation was and I was ever contented as always. I had just two friends (Joy and Angela) and yeah I was going to miss them so dearly,We three went to the same high school and have lots of memories together,I only had fun with them only when we were in school because no friends were allowed at home and I must add am not the only child.

I have an elder brother (Richard) and he's 23 and a little sister (Rose) and she's 12,which makes me the middle child. It has always been difficult to get along with my siblings mostly because I always love to stay on my own and I like my space, you only see me laugh or play when am in school with my friends.

My first week in college was normal with me minding my business and staying away from people as much as possible and that worked out for just two weeks, two weeks before everything changed. That was when I met him,that was when I met Charles.

Everything started when a class was canceled and as usual I was rushing back to my dorm room till I got stopped by him and for the first time I actually looked at him and for whatsoever reasons I just couldn't be rude like am always like with other guys, I just kept staring at his face,God he was handsome and hot and the type of guy all girls wanted and I wasn't wrong. His eyes were beautiful and charming and I kept embarrassing myself by staring at him the more.

Maybe it was love at first sight but I knew I wanted him and I wanted him to be mine. I know it was too fast but damn he was just too handsome,it felt like God specially created him,there was no words to describe him,his eyes,his lips,his smile,his hair,his height and his voice were just perfect...........

He walked up to me and asked "Where are you heading?","home" I replied looking down,"You're Rita right?",Looking up I replied "Yes","Let's get food" he said and for some unknown reasons I saw myself walking behind him to his car, Strange right?

When we got to his car I was impressed,I never knew he was rich and now I believe what have heard, he is the international playboy and I have no idea why this makes me like him even more and wanted him even more and I knew what I wanted was wrong but I just couldn't help it. The ride to the cafeteria was quiet and I tried not to look at him too much. When we got to the cafeteria I got pasta and he ordered sandwich and we went to our table and sat. He was the first to speak "How far behind are you?"he asked,"huh" I had no idea what he was talking about and I was confused,"Sorry,I noticed have not been seeing you during lectures and I assume you're new,which means you're behind in class"he said,"oh,so you know everyone?"I asked because I was just curious to know how many people he knew and he just laughed and again I was lost because of the sound of his laugh,it was hot"Well we had a get together section when we resumed and everyone was present except you sweetie" he replied "What" I wasn't expecting the sweetie,and he laughed again so I knew he did it intentionally,so I guess he could easily read me like an open book. Fuck I need to control myself.

"Give me your phone "and I did what I was told like I was a puppet been controlled and he saved his number and returned my phone saying he had to go and he will get in touch and with that he left.

I got home feeling sick of myself,sick of the fact I couldn't control myself and I seemed too desperate in front of Charles,interesting part he never even mentioned his name. I took a quick shower and after went through my phone for messages and as usual there were messages from Joy and Angela. I joined the chat and told them about my day and how stupid I was and bla bla. Angela was the free and wild type and Joy was basically like our mom,which means she was the one that always brought us back to our senses before we make a mess of ourselves.

Angela was immediately talking about how I was going to loose my virginity to Charles and all the crazy stuffs we were going to do together,while Joy wanted me to be careful and not make myself to easy to access by Charles and for some reasons I was actually thinking of what Angela said and daydreaming of what it will be like to have sex with Charles.

My daydreaming was interrupted by a message that said "Hey,sorry I had to leave but I had something to take care of,I hope you got home safe? So I have some handbooks you need to catch up with all you've missed so far in school,you can come get them at my place. See you tomorrow sweetie". What the fuck,I couldn't believe he messaged me and yet again no name,but it was obvious who the message was from and I swear I was about to scream out of excitement until I remembered what I read, "Did he just say come to my place?, Was I really going to go?,what will happen if I go?, will I loose control? Will he kiss me?............".

My mind kept going wild all thanks to Angela and her big imaginations. I tried to distract myself from the message and played some games and later continued a novel online but it just wasn't working,my mind kept going back to what Charles sent and for some reasons I was eager to see him tomorrow and with that my mind was made up and I was definitely going to his place and I knew it was a bad idea,but the heart wants what the heart wants and there was no changing my mind about that at all.