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unusual deal

A/N: hi guys, just to quickly clarify and give you a heads up, this chapter speaks about drugs and I do not intend to downplay them in any way! substances like ketamine etc. are incredibly dangerous and you should really stay away from it. take care of yourself<3

Y/N'S POV:

It was a cold autumn morning and the wind swept all the red and orange colored leaves from the trees. I was once again home alone, as my parents were on vacation, somewhere in Thailand. But I didn't mind, I was simply enjoying the peace and quiet. I made myself breakfast and sat outside in our small, slightly overgrown backyard. The leaves rustled around me and suddenly, I was overwhelmed by this feeling. That feeling of being the only person on the planet, even though people are around you. I could even hear the neighbor's kids playing around and shouting, yet I still felt so fucking alone. I hated that feeling, so I decided, that today would be different. And I already had the perfect plan to fulfill that..

So since my parents weren't around, I could pretty much do whatever I wanted. The plan was, to get myself something to smoke and maybe even something stronger. Then I could just relax all day, no depressed atmosphere or worries. Perfect. I even knew where I could get it from. Charlie was the old dealer from my school and apparently, the douchebag was still in business. So, I quickly grabbed my phone and searched for his Instagram. Shortly after, I found it and asked him about the stuff. After I texted him, I scrolled mindlessly through some of his posts, many were with Mabel, his girlfriend. I was surprised that they were still together, after all, they were ALWAYS fighting like crazy. But she was always kind of a bitch to me, so I didn't care. I put my phone down and finished my breakfast. After that, I went inside and got myself ready for the day. I grabbed some black baggy jeans with a gray hoodie and a black beanie. Then I just waited for Charlie to get back to me, hopefully with some good news. I knew it was a stupid idea, but somehow I just didn't care anymore. I was so fed up with always feeling down and alone, I deserved a break honestly..right??

MABEL'S POV:

Charlie was sitting on the couch, while I prepared some breakfast for us, when his phone vibrated on the counter. He got up without a word and checked his messages. A grin formed on his face. „Why are you grinning?", I asked him curiously. „HAH, I can't believe it, can you remember this weird girl from school? I think her name was Y/N", Charlie showed me his phone with the profile on it. „Oh yes, I remember her. But why tho?" I was a bit confused on why he was grinning so much. „She just asked me for some weed and in her words, something stronger", he laughed mockingly. „Wait what, she texted you for some stuff? This is weird, she never seemed like that kind of girl, don't you think?", I commented nonchalantly. But somehow it really sparked my interest, she was always the quiet girl, who certainly didn't do any of that stuff.
„Yeah a bit weird, but I couldn't give two shits about her. As long as I charge her double the price and only give her half the stuff, she will be my newest favorite customer", he declared, while taking a bite of his sandwich, which I just made for him. I sighed quietly, what a jerk I thought to myself. I knew it wasn't my place to judge him, I mean we both sold drugs for a living, but something just didn't feel right about this.
„Don't you think it's a bit irresponsible to sell her our stuff? I mean she could go to the police or have an overdose and we could get busted or something", I tried to reason with him. But he just stared at me in confusion and shook his head. „You're tripping babe, she is harmless. I mean look at her, she's a fucking lesbo, she knows I could destroy her life in seconds."
He took another bite, with a disgusting smile plastered on his face, while responding to Y/N's text. What a fucking asshole.

I could never quite understand why everyone always bullied her just because of her sexuality. I mean, I was one of them too, but I never truly meant any of the things I said. But Charlie always had to take things too far, for an example he would just push some kids to the ground in the hallways and mock them and they couldn't do anything about it. He was like the king of the school-
everyone knew and respected him because he was the school's dealer. So, one day rumors spread around school, that Y/N had been seen walking hand in hand with another girl, kissing and stuff. When she came to school that day, Charlie vandalized her locker, writing all kinds of homophobic slurs on it. Shit, I couldn't get that picture out of my mind, her standing in front of her locker, tears streaming down her face and everyone was just laughing at her. Laughing at her for what? Because she was with another girl?
I just stood there, laughing along with everyone, pointing at her. Fuck, what was I even doing with my life..

Y/N'S POV:

I was sitting on my bed when my phone vibrated, indicating a new message. I quickly checked the screen and saw a new notification from Instagram. Charlie. Luckily he had everything I needed, 4 grams of weed and some ketamine. What the fuck is ketamine, I asked myself, so I quickly searched it up.
Ketamine is a short acting dissociative anaesthetic and hallucinogen commonly used BLA BLA BLA.. Small doses are comparable with alcohol, while larger doses are immobilising and lead to psychedelic experiences. Okay I like that, I thought to myself, completely oblivious to all the dangers that drug could hold. I swiftly responded to Charlie, asking about a pick-up spot and time. Yeah, I hated Charlie for all he ever did to me. He was a complete asshole, a homophobic piece of shit, BUT he was the only person I knew, who was selling drugs. I then got up and made myself some pasta for lunch and waited for his response.

While I was eating, I went back to his profile and clicked through his highlights. There was one called love, I clicked on it and it was filled with pictures and videos of Mabel and him. I zoomed in on one of the pictures, they were standing in front of a huge waterfall, both smiling into the camera. Her smile was so soft and warm, she seemed like a nice girl. Almost likable..why did she have to be so mean to me all this time? I mean I never even talked to her properly, hell, I didn't even look her in the eyes. What the hell am I doing? I promptly pushed these thoughts away and focused on my food again. I can't let myself be fooled by these pictures, she was still a fucking mean girl, who mocked and bullied me the whole time I was in school. She was one of the reasons, I didn't want to live anymore. Plus, she was still with this idiot, so she couldn't have changed a bit.

Charlie and I agreed to meet at 3pm in a Walgreens parking lot in town. And since I still had a bit of time left, I lay down again and watched a bit more of Shameless. I wasn't exactly thrilled to see him again after almost two years, but it would be over quickly anyway.

MABEL'S POV:

„When are you going to meet her?", I yelled through the bathroom door, since Charlie was in the shower.
„Actually around 3pm, but Gus called me just before. He wants a shit load of K and I really need the cash to be honest. So I think I will have to ditch the fag", he shouted back from under the shower. Hmm, maybe this was the perfect opportunity to find out why she even got involved with this whole drug-stuff in the first place, I thought to myself. Somehow I felt an inexplicable urge to see her - what does she look like now? Has she changed? Maybe I could even apologize to her...
„Actually you know what? You can go to Gus and I will meet up with Y/N at 3pm, that way we can do both deals and have even more cash", I yelled back to him, trying to sound as nonchalant as possible. I heard the shower go off and seconds later, he opened the door with only a towel around his body. He gave me a confused smile and slightly tilted his head, while leaning against the doorframe. „Since when do YOU want to deliver stuff, especially alone?" I just shrugged my shoulders, „I don't know, just seems like the most logical way right?", I retorted, my voice laced with a hint of annoyance. Instead of saying anything, he just leaned down and kissed me.

„Yeah yeah, you're right. Hopefully the lesbo doesn't get any stupid ideas and starts hitting on you. HAHAHA shit, that would be so pathetic, right babe?", he nudged my shoulder, laughing way too hard. I internally rolled my eyes, he seemed so fucking stupid in that moment, so stupid that it made me question our whole relationship all over again. „Mhm, I don't think she would ever do that, but yeah it would be pathetic", I just played along, faking a chuckle, before heading into the bathroom myself. „Whatever, just make sure to only give her half of the shit and charge her double", he huffed. I nodded and closed the door.

Y/N'S POV:

It was just before 3 o'clock and I was sitting in my parent's car in front of the Walgreens. The weather was still cloudy and cold, but I actually enjoyed the atmosphere. I felt a bit nervous - First of all, I had never bought drugs or anything like that before and second of all, I was about to see my biggest former bully. I watched the entrance of the parking lot closely, waiting for his red pickup to turn up.

And finally, after 15 more minutes, a pickup entered the lot, driving to the back of the area where I was parked. I mentally prepared myself for the meet up, counting my money once more before exiting my car. The car pulled up into the spot right behind me and I heard the engine stop, closely followed by the sound of a shutting door. I took one last deep breath before turning around and walking to the back of my car, only to be met with Mabel instead of Charlie..
„Hi Y/N, long time no see right?"