confessions pt. 2

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I watched as Jenna gave me a strained smile, before disappearing into the crowd. I was feeling even more confused now and the alcohol in my system wasn't helping me think clearly. Wanting to forget about the strange moment, I decided to have a few more drinks with the girl I was dancing with, trying to drown out my thoughts. As I stood there with the girl pressed close against me, she leaned in closer, her breath hot on my neck. Her green eyes were locked on mine, a mixture of desire and intoxication swirling in her gaze. And I was just so frustrated with everything that happened that night, Jenna just disappearing, her constant talk about Otis, so I leaned in. We shared a heated kiss together, our lips moving roughly against each others. It was a good kiss, honestly, but my thoughts still wandered to a certain brunette girl..

As the kiss ended, I was abruptly yanked away from the girl, the sudden movement jarring me out of the moment. I stumbled a bit, looking around to see who had pulled me away. My eyes met Jenna's and I could see the anger and irritation on her face. Without a word she grabbed my arm in a firm grip, dragging me into the nearest bathroom. Annoyance flared in me at her rough treatment, but I held it back, sensing that something was off with her. I closed the door behind us and focused my gaze on her. „What the fuck was that Jenna?", I asked her, slight annoyance in my tone. Jenna almost answered in disbelief, „I should ask you that. Who even was this girl, she looked like a slut", Jenna retorted angrily. Her speech was slurred, she was clearly wasted. I was taken aback by her words and her rough tone, my frustration becoming increasingly harder to hide. „Jenna, she was a nice girl and we just danced together. I can't believe you right now. Why do you even care?", I questioned her, honestly confused. „Yeah don't bullshit me Y/N, you guys kissed as well, I saw it." My face dropped in disbelief as my mind processed her words. „Yes we did, what's your problem? You're not the only one who needs some affection and validation in her life", I snapped at her.
„And then you just turn to some random slutty girl?", she challenged me. After she said that, I lost it.

Tears welled up in my eyes and I didn't bother hiding them anymore. „Just because I don't have such a great relationship like you do, doesn't mean I don't crave love Jenna. And even if I wanted a relationship, the only girl I would ever want to be with, is happily taken and definitely not feeling the same way about me, as I feel about her. Even better, she can't even grant me a happy moment for myself", I angrily yelled at her, while hot tears ran down my cheek. Jenna was clearly shocked and overwhelmed by me, basically confessing my feelings to her. What did I just do? I shook my head and turned around, so I could just leave this all behind. But she was faster, pushing the door shut from behind me. I stood still and let out a deep sigh. „Look I'm sorry Jenna, just forget about what I just said, it doesn't matter", I muttered quietly, trying to keep my voice somehow steady.

„Turn around Y/N." I didn't react, not wanting to face her after spilling my biggest secret. „Turn around", she repeated more demanding. And as I still didn't react, she grabbed my arm softly but firmly and turned me around herself. My sight was blurry from all the tears, but I realized that her angry expression disappeared. Instead she cupped my face and wiped away some of my tears. Why wasn't she screaming at me? She saw the confusion written all over my face and took a deep breath. „Am I the girl you were just talking about? Did you really mean that?" Disbelief washed over me but I quickly nodded, avoiding her gaze. Her slender fingers wandered to my jawline, slightly turning my head, forcing me to look at her. „Say it again." My heart was racing against my chest. „Say- say what again Jenna?", I stuttered. „Say that you want me, that I'm the only girl you would ever want to be with", her voice now barely above a whisper. „What, wh- why should I?", I answered perplexed. „Just do it, please Y/N", she stated in a sultry whisper. „I want you Jenna, I always wanted you, but I knew-" But I got interrupted by her soft lips crashing against mine, with an intensity that took my breath away.

Her movements were urgent and demanding, her hands gripping my shoulders with a mix of need and desperation. The heat of her desire was palpable and I could feel the passion and longing in her kiss, as if she had been holding back for just as long as I had. Her tongue pushed against mine, seeking more and I found myself responding, my own desire rising to meet hers. I found myself acting on instinct, I grabbed hold of Jenna and hoisted her up, seating her on the edge of the sink. Her legs wrapped around me, pulling me closer as our kiss deepened. My hands roamed over her body, greedily exploring every inch of her as the need to be closer consumed me. Her hands sneaked under my shirt, her nails scraping against my back, definitely leaving some marks. I gasped at the burning sensation on my skin, throwing my head back in pleasure. She used that opportunity to attack my neck, biting and nibbling at my soft spot. The overwhelming pleasure caused me to close my eyes and let out a low grunt. Jenna visibly bothered by that, connected our lips yet again and engaged me in a passionate kiss.

After a while, we parted, both trying to catch our breath. Her eyes were dark from lust and I'm sure mine were as well. A small smirk formed on her lips and she cleared her throat. „You know, after seeing you dancing with that girl, I realized something I should've done a long time ago. So, I broke up with Otis.." My eyes widened, „YOU DID WHAT?" I couldn't contain myself at that moment. „Yeah and then, as I was on my way to you, to tell you the truth, I saw you kissing her. I'm so sorry Y/N for the way I grabbed you and yelled at you, I was just so angry and jealous at that point", she confessed, with tears forming in her eyes. I quickly stopped her by placing a gentle kiss on her lips. „Hey shh, its okay Jenna. It makes sense now and to be honest, it was more than worth it", I replied with a soft grin. „Oh shut up", she nudged me. I threw my hands around her, hugging her tightly.

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