Broken

Going away

"What do you mean get away. Riley this is your home" Autumn looks at me like I just punched her in the heart

"Autumn you have no idea how bad it is for me to be in this town" Harry rubs my back in comfort " look this is what I need there is so much here and I just don't wanna be here at the moment"

"I love you Riley and if you think this is what you need then that's what you need. When are you going to leave and were are you going?" She asks

"I don't really know at the moment but I wanna leave as soon as possible" She looks at me with sad eyes almost as though she is going to cry

"Alright do you want me to leave cause I can if you want" I look over at Harry just realizing that he was still here

"Don't" Autumn says before I can say anything

"are you sure?" I ask her

"yeah I wanna get to know this harry not the famous one every one is obsessed with" the truth is me and Autumn don't really know anything about "one direction" besides their names

"Alright can I call the other boys and have them come over too?" Harry asks looking at me

"It not only my house but I'm cool with it" Harry looks over at Autumn

"alright"

The boys came over and we hung out and I think it was the first time I have smiled and laughed so hard. Harry said that if I wanted to get away I could go with him back to London because he had a two month break. I said I would. When I told Autumn she cried more than I thought she would but she is my best friend. It has been a week and Harry and I are leaving in an hour Autumn and I said goodbye last night because we have an extra early flight.

"you ready" Harry asks coming in my room

"yeah. Why did we have to get up at the ass crack of dawn?"

"so the fans don't attack us"

"oh okay lets go"

We get to the airport, get through security and get to our gate with 10 minutes to spare.

"flight 2163 to London now boarding" the lady over the intercom announced

"That's us" Harry says getting up

"don't we have to wait until they call our section?" I ask

"we are flying in first class today"

"oh" is all i can say

We boarded and got settled quite quickly.
"We will be taking off shortly so please fasten your seatbelts as we prepare for take off"
"You alright Riley you look a little pale" Harry asks concern in his eyes"
"I don't know"
"What's up"
"I need her"
"Who? Autumn?"
"Yeah" i need Autumn she has always been there for me no matter what I don't know what I'm going to do without her. Oh no I think it's happening again. I feel my throat starting to close up.
"Riley? You okay?" I shake my head no.
"FLIGHT ATTENDANT"