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Taylor POV
Not Pregnant
What?
"N-No that can't be, somethings wrong," I say slightly panicked as I run my hands through my hair tugging on it a little.
"Well, what's it say Tay?" Blake asks leaning into me subtly. While Britt stands slightly behind her with an almost blank look on her face.
"I-it's negative but it can't be right. I have every symptom of it which is why I'm confused," I state back not knowing what to think.
"Well, that's a good thing, right Tay?" Britt asks me as she walks over and looks at the test that Blake has picked and is now studying.
"I mean I guess it is I was just really expecting for it to be positive. Weirdly I almost feel... disappointed I think. I was almost a hundred percent sure it was gonna be positive. I don't know how or what I am or should be feeling," I sadly tell them while Blake hands me back the negative test.
"I mean you could always test again tomorrow, who knows maybe it will be positive," Britt tells me while placing a comforting hand on my lower back.
"No, I'm testing again now. Britt can you go get me a bottle of water form the vending machine?" I ask her as I hand her a dollar.
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An hour, a bottle of water, two class periods skipped, and 4 tests later. I'm just as confused.
"You're definitely not pregnant Tay," Blake states as I rest my hands on the sink and stare at the tests like it will make the results change.
"You're right," I sigh back as I rest against the sink leaning my head into my left hand.
We quickly grab our books and the tests and walk out heading in the direction of my locker to put the tests in my bag.
All of us have different classes until lunch and afterwards, so we quickly head in different directions.
Time skip
After school
Walking home from school is one of my favorite parts of the day. I finally get to be alone. No friends, no interruptions, and definitely no Joe.
When the house finally comes into view the feeling of dread overcomes me when I realize one of Joe's friends has "bought" me for the night. And it's not Travis.
See Joe has a schedule for this whole deal
Monday: Harry
Tuesday: Jake
Wednesday: Travis
Thursday: Joe keeps me home to satisfy him
Friday: the only day I have to myself
Saturday: John
Sunday: Travis again
Travis pays a lot of money to have me two days of the week. The only way he's able to do that and the reason that he does it to take care of me, besides being a good person, is because he's almost completely finished his training to become an EMT.
We all thought Travis would get drafted to a college team and end up in the NFL, but things change. I never asked him why he didn't go that route. Just a year or so ago he was hopeful that would be his future.
Today is Monday, which means Harry has me. Harry isn't too bad I don't really mind him that much. Every night is a mix of making him dinner and eating with him, cleaning his house, or just being there for him to talk to someone.
The worst of them all, besides Joe, is John. Sometimes I almost fear him more that Joe. John is only sex, and not just plain and vanilla, the hardcore bdsm almost type shit. To be honest I'm not scared of that stuff, I kinda like it, but it would have to be with the right person. John is definitely not the right person.
There's been multiple times I've had to stop by Travis' apartment quickly on the walk back to Joe's because of how bad the shit John did to me was. I know it hurts Travis to see me like this. Most of the time when he's fixing my wounds he has tears in his eyes and is silently crying. He thinks I don't notice it, but I do. It hurts me to know that my dumb decision has hurt him.
Waking in the door of Joe's home was like getting your soul ripped from your body. You no longer feel like yourself. I subconsciously placed my hand over my stomach as soon as I walked in. Yes, I still very much believe I'm pregnant.
Joe isn't home yet but I know he will be soon, because of this I already placed a pizza order for delivery as soon as I had walked out of the school building.
A sturdy knock on the door let's me know that the pizza is here as I quickly grab money for it. I quickly make my way to the door and open it, coming face to face with the delivery guy.
"That'll be $16.74," he politely states to me with a warm smile as he's holding the pizza box in one hand.
"Of course, thank you!" I say back as enthusiastically as I can with the best smile I can muster handing him the money. He hands me the pizza and he quickly drives off.
10 minutes later Joe's car pulls in the driveway, and the feelings of only what can be anxiety and dread wash over me. The door bangs open and he rushes into the kitchen to see that I've placed the pizza on plates and have him a beer already set out and ready for him.
He grabs them both and walks to the living room. He pulls his phone out and I can see the name of Harry on it as he hits dial and hold the phone to his ear, taking a bite of the pizza.
I walk back into the kitchen and grab him another slice and quickly put on his plate and walk back out. I start to put the leftover pizza away knowing Joe will only drink from this point and I can only get food if it's from one of his "friends" or I quickly snuck some of it.
"Hey bitch! Harry's ready for you to head over! Leave now!" Joe half shouts from the living room. I quickly grab my phone and my keys and head out on my way to Harry's.
Arriving there he greets me with a small smile and lets me inside. He asks me to make him dinner. I agree and walk to his kitchen as he begins to tell me about his day. I can tell I'm going to get off easy tonight.
Thoughts?
Are the tests really true?
Predictions?
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