12 - Lost thoughts

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I sat there and just watched them, my eyes occasionally gazing over Dohwa's face. 'No wonder he'd receive billions of love points' I thought as I watched him.


He really stands out- He's really handsome-


I closed my eyes, my chest letting out a quiet sigh before I opened my eyes again.


"Dohwa" I called out for him, gently tapping his shoulder. He was still talking to Su-ae but he paused to look at me. 


His attention was finally on me, "Yeah?"


"I wanna go home" I said softly as I stared at him, his eyes lingering on mine for a few seconds before he answered.


"The party's not over yet though" He replied as he looked around then it stopped to look at Su-ae, clearly you still have a reason to stay- and I don't.


"I'll head on home, you two stay for a while" I smiled as I got up from my seat, fixing my clothes before I looked at them.


"But I haven't been here for long, already leaving?" Su-ae said, her tone clearly disappointed.


I'm sorry Su-ae but something's bothering me and I don't know-  I don't know why it does..


"I must've been tired, I'll just go home early and rest. I'll catch up with you another time Su-ae" I smiled as I scratched my arm, feeling awkward.


"I'll send you off outside" Su-ae tried standing up but I stopped her before she could get up from her position on the couch.


"It's okay, I already called a cab over" Smiling as the lie came out of my lips. I can't have you leave Dohwa when the opportunity came to him without him trying.


"Oh- really? Then atleast have Dohwa see you out" 


"I'm really fine don't worry" 


"Let's just stop if she insists that she'll be fine Su-ae" Dohwa answered as he talked to her, his eyes glancing over at me as he spoke.


"I'll head out now. Make sure  to have fun for me!" I said before I waved and made my way outside. The air felt too suffocating I couldn't bare with it.


Once I got outside, I walked a few feet before I sat by the pavement, feeling pathetic as ever. "Why am I feeling like this?" I whispered through my breath before placing my head on my hands.


He even told Su-ae to stop insisting me like what the he- No I wanted this.

I wanted this but I feel like I'm starting to regret it..





It's like..


like....


𝘛𝘩𝘦 𝘴𝘦𝘤𝘰𝘯𝘥 𝘭𝘦𝘢𝘥'𝘴 𝘴𝘦𝘤𝘰𝘯𝘥 𝘰𝘱𝘵𝘪𝘰𝘯 || Dohwa B.Where stories live. Discover now