I'M THAT GIRL ; khloé kardashian

CHAPTER THIRTEEN - SEASON SIX

CHAPTER THIRTEEN - SEASON SIX

It's been an overwhelming few years for me—life has definitely thrown me some curveballs. There's been a lot of growth, some heartbreaking moments, and more than a few personal revelations.

But through it all, the one thing that has remained constant is my desire to have a big, loving family. I've always imagined a household full of chaos, laughter, and love.

And now, with Adrian in my life, it feels like we're finally building that. But there's something we still haven't fully talked about—something important—and tonight, as we're sitting down for dinner together, I know it's time to bring it up.

Adrian and I have been together for a while now. I still can't believe we're married. And while we've been through a lot as a couple, the reality of expanding our family is still something we've avoided having an in-depth conversation about.

Don't get me wrong—he's always been incredibly supportive, and we've talked about the future. But this? This is different. This is serious. We've already got a lot going on between the kids and all the different aspects of our lives, and now, we have to figure out what comes next. And I need to know where Adrian stands.

But let me back up a little. Adrian, as much as I love him, is not the type of guy who wants to be in front of the cameras. He's a private person, and I respect that. He's successful, incredibly hardworking, and passionate about his career. He's not like me—he doesn't have the same inclination to share every little detail of his life with the world.

But here we are, filming season six of The Kardashians, and Adrian has agreed to come out for dinner with me in front of the cameras. That's a big deal for him. It's a big deal for both of us.

We're sitting in this gorgeous, quiet restaurant with the dim lights casting a warm glow over our table. The waiters are coming and going, and we're casually chatting. Adrian seems at ease, which I'm grateful for.

He's a natural when it comes to relaxing in private settings, but when there are cameras involved, it's a whole new ball game. I've been in this world for so long now that I've learned how to navigate it, but for Adrian, it's a little more uncomfortable.

Still, we're getting better at it, and tonight, I feel like it's an opportunity for us to connect on a deeper level.

I've been thinking about this conversation for a while. It's been on my mind constantly. We have four embryos left from our IVF journey—embryos that we created.

It's a complex situation because, while we have Tania, True, and Tatum, the twins Tahir and Tariel are only a couple of months old. I've been through so much to get to this point. I've been through heartbreak, disappointment, and I've faced so many challenges.

But now, with Adrian, I feel like we're building something really special together. It's a delicate situation, though, because the embryos we have left are sitting there growing old. And while I've always wanted a big family, I also want to make sure we're making these decisions together—not out of obligation, but out of love and shared vision for the future.

At some point during dinner, we both get a little quieter, just enjoying the peace and company of one another. But I know it's time to bring it up. It's been eating at me. I've been thinking about it for months now, and I've put it off long enough. But I can't anymore. It's not fair to me, and it's not fair to Adrian. We need to talk about it.

"Adrian," I start, my voice calm but serious. I can see the slight shift in his demeanor, like he senses what's coming. "We've got four embryos left. And I need to know what you want to do with them."