An Overthinkers Mindset

𝖢1: Beginnings

What is it?

𝖳𝗁𝖾 𝖻𝖾𝗀𝗂𝗇𝗇𝗂𝗇𝗀 𝗈𝖿 𝗈𝗎𝗋 𝖺𝖽𝗏𝖾𝗇𝗍𝗎𝗋𝖾.

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      Let me paint you a picture...

       Your most treasured belonging, whether it be a person, place, thing, or idea, has been destroyed. Demolished. Unable to be recreated in a similar matter as it once was. Now, what if I told you it could be recovered at the risk of your life? Would you take the deal, and swear to it that whatever happens is worth it to die for, or would you leave it be and never look back? Both answers are correct, no wrong answers hidden anywhere. No underlying consequences, just the ones laid out to you. Which side would you pick?

      Now, this question has a lot of variables. What is your most treasured belonging? Is it another human? An item from your childhood you can't seem to let go of? A photo of a, now deceased, loved one? The possibilities are endless. If you chose a human: Would you die for them? If they were in any sort of danger, would you risk your life for them? If you choose an item: Is it easily replaceable? Does it hold an internal meaning kept within it? How rare is it to you? And if its anything else, how special is it really?

      Deciding on the speciality of an item or person is subjective. Would your life have more meaning then your childhood teddy bear? Is your life more important than another's? Existential questions like these are only a part of the horrors one could experience when thinking too far into something. Should I take a bath first and then message them? What if they get hurt before I can talk to them? What if I get hurt before I can message them? Millions upon millions of possibilities, and it's my worst fear. While some people feel comfort in the unknown and live life to the fullest while shoving the future behind them, but for me? Nothing compares to the fear of the future. What if this? What if that? What if, what if, what if? That's the questions that run through my mind. What if this happens? What if that happens? What if both this and that happen? 

       Join me in this deep dive into an overthinkers mindset, and let's find the way through this maze of thoughts and worries, hand in hand. 

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And look at that, the first chapter is posted. If you know anything I should've included, please let me know. Criticism is welcomed and deeply requested. I hope you enjoyed this chapter, and I hope you prepared for this adventure.

With love,

beeiscoolerthanu