I held out hope for so long
That maybe this wouldn't be the end
To our beautiful song
But it's all gone
My heart aches with such intense pain
My whole body reverberates in strain
They say heartbreak drives people insane
But instead of sorrow being the king in my brain
Anger has prevailed and now has total rein.
I gave them a part of my soul
My love and submission, total control
I'll never fucking do that again
It's taken it's toll.
My heart is heavy
my hands are empty and cold
I no longer wonder how you hold
As I crawl out of this sinkhole
Anger begins to root in my soul
A new question in rolls-
Why Is it I went into this heart-whole?
Even if you came back far from now
I don't know if that's something I'd allow
The confusion of it all
I'd never let it back in anyhow.
I gave so much
Time, love and guts.
Only to be tossed aside
I'm afraid I've lost touch.
A grudge, till the end of time- ill clutch.
I'll never submit to anyone again
Fuck this, fuck collars, and especially BDSM
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Dead Doves and Their Pretty Corpses
PoetryA collection of original poems, writings, and laments Hopefully cathartically relatable to those who read it, as you are not alone in this abyss. I am here too. Cover art by: Voidbug on IG
