Another Book of Randomnezzz

YO

HIII BITCHHHESSSS AHAHAHAHAHAA 

its been

like

8 years

since i touched this 

app?? program??

wow, a lot of memories flowing through me, from the good to the bad

honestly idk what to feel when i scroll through this shitty book or through my teenage fangirl reading list

some things never change ofc

but its fascinating

how my younger self articulates her thoughts to the 'public'

i cant tell if any one of my friends even touch this app anymore

dont kill me wattpad lol but i migrated to ao3 shout to ao3 the sponsor for today

this book is kinda my diary huh

unintentional diary

that i left on the storage room to rot and collect dust

its all so fascinating

which, right now, is unfortunate

because im in college

im supposed to do research right now

i cant really tell if ill get doxxed or swatted or smthn if i tell my personal details

but since i cant stop writing i might as well

this week

i have 2 remaining prelims, from the same professor, ezpz just study its all in te modules

then comes the assignments

tomorrow tuesday theres a possibility of our group reporting so right now im working on my part

the useless perfectionist in me wants to do research and paraphrase and allat but meh

i dont have time anymore

because my semiotics presentation AND my research (handled by same professor) is kinda due

not really due but

my future self will strangle me if i dont pressure myself to do them now

just like how i wish to strangle my past self rn

then lastly, and not the last

a speech that i had almost a month to prepare for

along with the majority of classmates

on thursday

so hard deadlines are

tuesday: fil ppt parts, semiotics ppt

wed: finish script for speech and memorize, chinese assignment submit

thursday: speech, 2 prelims, possible quiz on fil

goddam kill me pls actually no actually -

so yeah. it feels weird but natural for me to treat this book like a diary of all things

i mean, i practically did use this as some sort of diary

like writing your diary with a few friends besides u, minding their own (and occasionally my) business

writing my diary in a park full of people

and because this book isnt really worth liking or following or subscribing

only a way to communicate ig

and its slighty sifferent now

all my friends here arent likely to touch wattpad, let alone check in here

speaking of

if i said something fucked up or cringe as hell im so sorry

so all this book has is the author, moi, and some randos who just happen to read my book

like 

WHY IS THIS RANK 600 OUT OF 3.5K WORKS IN KINGDOM HEARTS

GET THE HELL OUT

REMOVE THIS FROM YOUR READING LISTS

geez

sorry

well

ive typed all ican think of

in this

uuh

digital diary???

im also thinking of posting some art here

i have some doodle of vinyl as my discord pfp

but im too lazy to do anything here besides writing

alright thats all i got

like the vinyl rose from the previous story

i also have to pee

adieu