Healing.. (or so i thought)

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It goes on like that for a while. Just me and the bright lights. and Toilet. They would occasionally come in to check on me.. Last night we played a few rounds of Uno.. I don't deserve them. For everything I put them through. And they still care for me..? I don't see why.

I hate myself.

It's late one night, Everyone's gone to bed. I lay awake thinking to myself.. "What could I have done differently?" I don't see why they still care for me so much... I haven't done anything except bring malice to their lives.. I'm their creator. I made them like this... I made Salt obsessive.. I made Balloon not able to do anything right... I made evil paper... I dont see why they still care..

*I sit up, now noticing tears on my screen... Wiping them off.. I look around the room... This was lightbulb and paintbrush's old room... I offered to move rooms so they could have it back... But they still said no just so i'd be comfortable...*

*I get up, unplugging the charger from my body, I'm at 87%, and I can plug back in at any time... I open one of the drawers, not finding anything... But... I notice a knife on the windowsill... Why is that there..? I ask myself, walking over and picking it up.. Baxter is carved into the handle, it's Lightbulb's... But why does she have a knife..?

*I inspect it... Looking from the knife, to my wrists... Back and fourth... Until finally... I reach down, making a cut on my wrist. Battery acid leaking out from them... It hurts.. But I've dealt with worse.. I do it again.. And again.. There's multiple cuts on my wrists before I stop... I put her knife back down in the windowsill.. Making sure no battery acid is on the blade... Leaving no evidence that this ever happened...*

*I walk back over and I sit on the bed.. I can't do much else... I plug myself back in, looking at the scars on my wrists... Tears form in my eyes... Tears of anger, towards cobs... Tears of joy.. That I'm able to get everyone back, even slowly.. Tears of sadness... That this all happened in the first place... And... Tears of confusion... On why they still care... I'm about to wipe my tears off my screen and go back to sleep... When...*

"Mephone..?"

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