Comparing ruins me. I always look at other people and wish that I looked like that. That my makeup was as flawless like that, that my body looked like that, that my close sit on my body like that, that i got as good grades like that, that my hair looked like that, that i am as sporty like them, that i had as much money as them, that i was as beautiful as them. My relationship with food is ruined, I wish I could eat as before and not feel guilty after. I wish i felt happy after looking at myself realizing i was losing weight. Even if that's what i wanted i didn't want it to be like this, not eating the things i loved, skipping dinner with my family, taking things up in the store just to put it down again because it's too much calories in. but other people do it, so i just have to deal with it. I want to be skinny, I always think to myself that it's going to get better so I can't stop now. I can't.
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Aléatoire𝐏𝐚𝐫𝐞𝐭𝐬 𝐬𝐚𝐲 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐲 𝐠𝐞𝐭 𝐢𝐭, 𝐛𝐮𝐭 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐲 𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐥𝐲 𝐝𝐨𝐧𝐭 𝐤𝐧𝐨𝐰 𝐰𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐲 𝐚𝐫𝐞 𝐭𝐚𝐥𝐤𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐚𝐛𝐨𝐮𝐭. 𐬽𐬾𐬽𐬾𐬽𐬾𐬽𐬾𐬽𐬾𐬽𐬾𐬽𐬾𐬽𐬾𐬽𐬾 Feel misunderstood? This is The reialety for being a teenager in this ge...
