Chapter 2: I wont let you go again

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A/N: THIS CHAPTER IS SO SHORT IM SORRY... i just neded an updateeeeeeeeeeee

Chapter 2: Nialls POV

I can’t believe it. I never thought I would see her again.  She is so beautiful, I just can’t believe that she is HERE.  “Hi” I say, still stunned. Her cheeks turn pink “Hi.” She replies.  Harry coughs very loudly and my head whips around to shoot him a death stare. He puts his hands up in surrender. “So, um, how have you been?” I say nervously. I don’t want to say a single word wrong again, knowing the consequences. “Well, I’ve been okay I guess.” She says looking at the ground. “Im sorry for spilling those drinks on you.” She says, her cheeks turn a darker shade of pink. “No worries.” I reply. She stands there for a few moments in silence. What do I say? Do I say anything? Ugh im so confused! “Well, I better get going. Ill see you, um, I guess, sometime.” She says as she turns around. I cant let her go again.

*FLASHBACK*

The cold wind ruffled my hair, I look to my right to see Hannah. Man, is she beautiful. She is perfect, and I love her more than words can describe, but I don’t know if she feels the same way about me. I wish I could just tell her, but im scared that she wont feel the same way. “So, Niall.” Hannah says nervously. “Yeah?” I say “Umm… I don’t know how to put this.” She said, I could tell she was about to burst into tears. I immideatly stopped walking and embraced her in a long hug. “You can tell me anything, love.” I say nervously. “Well.” She says, her bottom lip trembling. Worry floods through me like a wave. “Ma,s-she..” She says, a single tear falling from her eye. “She got in a carcrash earlier today.” Hannah says quickly, taking me by surprise. Tears are falling down her cheeks, and her body is quivering. “Its going to be ok, im here for you.”

That was the worst lie I ever made.

I couldn’t tell her I was leaving. Not after what she just told me. So that night, all we did was watch movies and eat ice-cream. Both our hearts aching, but for different reasons. I can’t tell the girl I love the truth, because it would hurt her even more, to know that the only person there for her had to leave.  She had no dad, she had no mom, and now she didn’t have me. So the next day, I left her a note and left. I went to go live in Britian with the boys, to start off our career. And I left Hannah all alone in the dust.

*END OF FLASHBACK*

I can see the hurt in her eyes, the way she looks at me. It breaks my heart to see her so sad. I cant let her go again. Not again.

A/N: I KNOW ITS SHORT, DONT HATE ME OK? :( im sososososoososossoososossososossoo sorry its like this big ( ----) but i wanted to update one more today and this is all i could write.. ill update again soon, i piinky swear!

Dedication goes to: @diana_dannibale !!!!!!!!!!!!1

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-Heather xx

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