When Blood Divides | 18+ | Mattheo Riddle.

Chapter 12 | Careless

warnings: Smut

word count: 2814

I STIRRED IN BED. MY MIND WAS FULL, it never really seemed to be empty.

Lance needed to be cured of this curse.
But how? How do i fix him.. He was my brother, My twin. I needed to fix him.

Soon enough the girls came back to the dorm, finally leaving my thoughts at rest. For the most part.

By the girls, i meant Gina. I don't know where Astoria and Pansy was

"Holy shit!" Gina said, immediately looking down at my neck. "What vampire did that!" She gasped dramatically.

"What?" I mumbled, and soon enough the memories of what me and Riddle had done earlier flooded back.

Shit.

"Your neck, It's covered, Nora!" She said, covering her mouth to muffle the snort that came
from it. "Who did it?" She asked.

"Uhm. . . Promise you won't get mad?" I managed.

"Oh my god. Was it Riddle?" She asked, through her covered mouth.

"No—Of course not!" i scratched the back of my neck.

"You're a shitty liar." She giggled and sat down onto my bed. "Spill!"

"I can't! It just- it didn't mean anything."

"Of course it did! He marked you up for a damn reason!"

"Gina, I may have slept with him." I muttered, truthfully and covered my face with my hands.

"No way! You slept with-" she stopped herself. "How? Please tell me!"

i sighed and explained the whole situation, whilst regret playing throughout my mind for telling her.

"But the worst part is that i don't regret it. not even a little of it."

"your okay to feel that way toward him. In the end, it's how you feel that matters, and pushing him away won't be worth it."

Somehow, her words did little to comfort me.

Maybe because i knew she was right and that if i kept denying him i'd be lying to myself.

Because he was a bad person and he made me want to strangle him for everything he's done, But something about that just was so.. alluring.