Stolen From Me ll

My son

Continued. Beyoncé:October 6th.

I sat on the couch drinking a cup of tea as I waited for Shawn to get home. I didn't know if I wanted to yell at him or if I wanted to cry to him. Different emotions was running through my body like endless energy. I'd don't know what to feel and how to feel it better yet how to handle it. I want to slap the shit out of Shawn but I also just want to sit down next to him and ask. Why?

I heard the front door and I sat my mug down and sigh standing up. That sigh lets me know it's gonna be optional number two. He came in and smiled at me.

"Hey baby what's up?" He tried to kiss me. I put my hand over his chest and shook my head using the reflects on his chest to push myself away. His smile faded and he scrunched his face. His eyebrows drawn together and his lips pursed. I could just look at him and see that his heart was beating desperately due to his nervousness.

"W—what's wrong?" His voice above a whisper. I couldn't even find a way to tell my husband he has a child that's not even mine.

"Sit down!" I spoke in a firm voice. He sat down immediately and looked at me for sympathy of my words and what I was about to say.

"You remember you cheated on me?" I spoke firmly. He looked from left to right.

"Uhhh—-yeah..." I scoffed.

"Did you use a condom?" I tucked his lips.

"I-what?" I stood up feeling my energy of anger taking over me.

"Did you use a condom when you fucked that bitch don't lie to me Corey?" I slightly yelled. I'm getting pissed and you know what I have every right to be. I took it easy on him when he cheated on my period. But now you have a whole son and you wasn't even apart of his life.

"O-okay okay no I didn't." I laughed bitterly while nodding.

"So you fucked this bitch raw. Did you nut in her?" I glared at him. I want him to lie so I can go grab that baby and that envelope.

"Hell no Beyoncé I pulled out I know I did." Weak ass pull out game ain't it. I bit my lips and squinted my eyes at him.

"So you pulled out?" I crossed my arms. He nodded.

"Yes— I know I pulled out I was dumb enough for not using a condom but I knew to at least pull out— baby what's the point of all of this." He tried to grab my hands. I pulled away.

"Don't-" I shook my head. "Don't touch me..." his face fell with sadness.

"Bey what is happe—" I cut him off.

"JEREMIAH COME HERE BABY!" Shawn backed up and just looked. Little feet approached and he came down the stairs with a smile. I gushed and relaxed some.

"Yes ma'am?" His small voice spoke. I picked him up and looked at Shawn.

"Do you know who that it?" I pointed to Shawn. He looked and shook his head no and looked away laying his head in the crook of my neck. I didn't want him to get attached to me but I had to realize he is just a child and he is confused just as much as me. And unfortunately he is my step son. And I don't blame Becky for dropping him off to Shawns ass she was probably fed up.