Stolen From Me ll

Shawn's long lost what?

Amariana: 10.00.A.M October 6th

Daddy left for a meeting about 30 minutes ago, so it's been Blue, Mommy and I. Right now I was making breakfast for us and mommy was currently still asleep while Me and Blue were cooking. Mom can eat big meals right now so I made her. Oatmeal with a cut up banana. I figured since she still wants to lose weight or be healthier I can make her a healthy breakfast just as long as she eats.

"Blue hand me the orange juice please" I said to blue. She nodded and went to the fridge while I was mixing the honey in mom's cup of tea I made for her. Blue soon came back and handed my the juice. I grabbed another mug and poured a decent amount of the juice in the mug. Once I had everything done for my mom I grabbed her a tray. I sat the oatmeal down on the tray then grabbed both mugs putting one on each side. I grabbed a spoon and some napkins before I was done.

"Okay blue let's go wake mom up" I spoke carefully walking out the kitchen with blue following behind me. We made it upstairs and I made blue get in-front of me to opens mom's door. When she did we walked In and saw mom body laid out as if she want breathing. My heart fell and I froze getting flashes of when she wasn't waking up .

"MOMMY!!" I yelled she jumped up and clenched her chest looking at me.

"What's wrong baby?" Her Messi hair all over the place her breathing at a high rate due to her nerves.

"I-I thought you" I shook my head. "You scared me" I whispered. She knew what I meant because she soften her face.

"Come here the both of you." I looked at blue and she looked at me as we both was confused. I sat the tray down on the dresser top and went to the bed climbing in. She pulled me into her chest and blue in her side.

"I'm am so sorry that you had to see me like that." She said softly. " I don't know what took over me but I let it and I'm sorry you two had to see that."

I looked down feeling tears still sad and scared about the image of her being laid out in the bed. I felt her soft touch cup my chin forcing my head up.

"Mini baby I want you to know that it's not your fault. I asked you for that drink it's my fault for putting that on you and I'm sorry that I did that. And I want to thank you for helping me I know it was you to call and get me the help when you found me." I gently smiled and nodded.

"No need to thank me." I whispered. "But please don't do that again." I said lowly.

I thought when Candace died that broke my heart but when I saw mom like that just the thought of her not breathing, the thought of her not being able to hold me kiss me and the scariest of them all, not being able to have my mother here at all.

"I promise I won't ever let you too see me like that again." She kissed my cheek. "Ever." I nodded my head.

"Okay." I said. She looked at blue and her face filled with sadness.

"Blue baby are you okay?" Blue only slighty nodded. Mommy sat up and grabbed her pulling her on her lap. "Baby what's going on you've been under your sister and been quiet these past few days."

I sat up myself wanting to know what was wrong as well.

"Are me and sissy gonna go away again because if we are she's the only one that can protect me" I gave a confused look and mommy looked at me with the same look.

"Baby you and sissy aren't going anywhere who told you that?" Blue sadly looked down. "Blue Ivy mommy asked you a question" mom said waiting for her response.

"The kids at school told me maybe I should've stayed with that lady and that's she gonna come back." I tuned my face up with anger. It only made me think it's my fault I'm the one that made her come with me. I got up from mom's bed and stormed out the room and went to mine slamming my door.