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3.

He was about to strike her with thunder of words when, he heard her talking with his late father.

Dadi sa’s POV:-

I am very happy today as things happened as I wanted. It is not like that I wanted Abhira to be tarnished like this, but I wanted Abhira to stand up for her mother. I had always berated Abhira and her pervarish, but deep down I had always respected Akshra for playing the best mother role and giving the best morals to fight for right to her daughter. Although it was difficult for my pride to accept this, over the entire time Abhira had been here, I had gradually accepted it.

I had realized that Abhira is only perfect Badi bahu of our Poddar family. Yes, you heard it right, I found it hard to accept but yes I want Abhira and Abhira only for my Arman. I never showed or accepted but even I had a loveable and vulnerable side inside me which I had kept hidden under my Dragon sa appearance. (chuckles sadly)

After your demise, I was devasted. Such was our love. But I am also a mother. I am not allowed to fall weak. And over the period I made myself tougher but that does not mean that I had no emotions left. Being rude does not mean you are emotionless. Even I am human, I can make mistakes and even I have the right to cry and express myself. But I cannot, because the pillars of a building can never fall weak.

Yes, I never wanted Shivani (Arman’s biological mother) in this house, but I love my first born. And as a mother I failed to protect my first born Madhav’s happiness. I failed as a mother. And maybe this is the reason I respect Akshra more. I killed my Madhav’s happiness. I myself put him away from me. The mistake I made that day had been killing me silently from inside. But how to express? Balancing such a big law firm and family has costed me my love for my children. They hate me but how can I bring myself to stop loving them. Neither had I ever done this nor can I ever. I can’t just unlove them like this. I know I was wrong to force them to join the family business. But all I wanted to do was to secure their future. Life is never certain, and I don’t know how many more years to wait before reuniting with you. But my wrong approach did my children away from me. (Crying hard, she collapsed on the floor)

I had made a lot of mistakes in my life. And I had always berated myself for all this. This had been a life-long punishment for me. Why did you left me all alone to die every day silently from deep inside. I want to repent my mistakes. (sobbing)

You know when Madhav had bought Arman home, I had vowed to rectify my mistake by providing Madhav’s first born the happiness he deserved. But I failed flatly at that too. I failed to protect my Arman from the feeling of being an outsider. I failed terribly. (crying hard)

I failed to give my child, my Arman a happy childhood. I am responsible for his terrible childhood. I am murdered of his childhood happiness. (crying uncontrollably).

You know Arman is so much like you. He is very good at suppressing his pain for the sake of his family’s happiness. He can bear anything to see his family happy. He will tolerate all the discrimination from her mother just to see her happy with his brother.

But one thing I am surely proud is that my Arman is a successful lawyer like you. He is so good at this that I can surely say that one day he will be a great and humble lawyer just like his grandfather. (her eyes shining proudly)

And with Abhira being beside him, he will get all the happiness he deserve which I was never able to give him. Abhira is the perfect partner for our Arman.

In her I see the younger me, who would fight the whole world if she is right. But over the time my morals, decisions had gotten outdated. And in all this I had crumbled dreams of my children and grandchildren. I am solely responsible for this and I am truly very guilty over this fact. This sense of responsibility weights very heavy. And over the time I am crumbling under this weight.

But I am happy with having Abhira to correct me every time I go wrong. For the very first time in years, I felt happy to get challenged for doing something wrong. She is doing the thing which I can’t in all these years. She is teaching my grandchildren to fight back when this cruel world crumbles you down. And I am proud of her.

Too late it may be, but I had realized that in my pride, I have been destroying my family. I had promised you to keep my family together always. But I was always murdering their happiness with my own bare hands.

(By now she was crying inconsolably. She was truly guilty for what she did till now and one look at her state would had been enough to tell that. She sat there crying hard and pouring out everything she had kept in her for so long.)

                                   To be continued........

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So here we go guys.
Do tell me about your opinion on the story line and my way of writing. I 'll try my best to make it better.

I feel that kaveri's character in the show is quiet confused. She get manipulated so easily.

So i thought to give her a clarity check.
I had always hoped her to realise what she had done. But as the makers were not ready to do that, I did it myself.
Hope it did not offend you guys.

Also I am not good at writing emotional stuff and this is my first writing, so i hope I didn't disappoint you.

Please do share your views on the update.

Hope I stood upon the expectations.

Stay tuned for more.

Thank you alot for the love you all provided❣️

~THË_RÊD_HËÃRT❤️