Fearless- Shadow the hedgehog (x reader)

"Why is always my fault ?"

7 days after our argue, I am in my house I wanted to talk to anyone, I don't know how I feel but my heart is kind of broken..

Shadow and I was closer than the first meeting but now..we all are like stranger to each others. I stayed all alone ignoring the 56 missed calls from Sonic and Amy and surprisley one from Rouge.

I prefered to to talk to anyone by fear to exploid in front of them and make more trouble between our friendship.

In a lazy movement I get up from my bed, my last injuries are getting better I can soon continue my daily training.

Thinking about that, I remember when I was training with Shadow the first day we met, he compliment me about my competence or just mocking me how I can be so obvious.

I took a cup of coffee from my coffee machine, hearing the buzzing of it. I took up my warm mug blowing on it before to take a sip.

I didn't even changed my clothes, I was too tired and angry for think about that that and I slept.

Deciding its enough of lazy, I put my empty mug on the counter and go upstairs to the bathroom.

I get in the bath, turning on the hot water and letting letting the it run down my skin.

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I took a clean towel and wrapped it around my body and let my hair dry by themselves.

Suddenly I heard my door knocking..
I precipitated to dry with my towel myself and wear clean clothes I left on my bed and run downstair.

I opened the door to see Amy and Rouge standing right here.

-Heya girly. Rouge said with a smirk.

-Hey Y/n how you doing today ? You didn't answer my calls so I came here directly. She said with a litlle nervous laugh.

- I am good..thank you..I let hers get in because I realized that I blocked the way.

-We know about what happened to you and Shadow...

-You can explain us more or just talk about your feeling to us ? Amy said.

I sigh and invited her to go upstairs to my room.

We sat on my bed and I saw their impatient gaze on me.

-First I...met Black Doom..and Mephiles was back..

Even under hers surprised look I continued.

-Anyway, I.. gave them my necklace exchange of Shadow's freedom.

-Shadow's freedom?

-He didn't told you huh ?

-Told us what ?

I sigh and moved to look by my window.

-They took control of him, they was controlling his mind..by..I don't know reason or way..

Rouge looked down.

-I blame myself to not been there..I..am supposed to be his partner..and..-

-Don't blame you, I am his partner too.. you know that not everything doing okay between us..