Her Beautiful Emerald Eyes

Trying To Get A Girls Attention

~Amy~

Holy shit . . . that was so stupid! how can I just walk away from her like that?! I feel stupid i acted like a fucking pussy cat in front of Jaiden Hart! What is wrong with me?! I never acted shy in front of a person before I'm usually confident, brave, and cocky, but today I was shy in front of my crush. I'm currently taking a blood test on a patient, yeah I know, I have to focus on my work instead of thinking of Jaiden but I can't help it! I feel like every time when I'm talking to Jaiden my lips go dry and I already feel my heart rate going up, everything about Jaiden makes me feel shy, I always think to myself "I wonder how soft her hand is?' or 'How can this woman be so pretty?' her hips, thighs, chest, legs, and her lips are pretty . . . . No, they are sexy. Speaking of lips I actually liked the bright red color lipstick she had on her lip. I want to date Jaiden Hart, but not now if I ask her to be my girlfriend i'm just gonna make things weird also i'm being to forward so for now I'm gonna try to build a relationship with her.

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I sigh as I lean back trying to be more comfortable on the sofa, my friend Rachel suddenly flicked my forehead, "Ack! What was that for?!" I exclaimed, me and Rachel were in our lunch break.

"You look too happy who is the lucky guy?"

Jeez . . . Rachel knew me too well but the lucky person wasn't a guy it's a girl . . . should I tell Rachel about my feelings for Jaiden? I sigh and put my hand on her shoulder, "it's a girl."

 Rachel  eyes snap wide open as her jaw dropped, oh shit does she think liking woman is weird? or what if she is homophobic?! Suddenly Rachel wrapped her arms around my body, "I support you." she whispered softly, i chuckled with joy feeling my worries fly away. she suddenly pulls away from the tight hug as she looks at me with her sweet smile, "Does your parents know you like a girl from work?" 

Silence . . . . 

Those words make my smile drop, my mom knew I liked Jaiden but my dad . . .  uhhh, no I knew he wasn't gonna support me. And I'm scared that he is gonna hate me forever because I like women, although I haven't figured out yet if i'm bisexual or lesbian.

"My mom knows, but my dad doesn't."

Rachel's smile drops into a baby pout, "Ahh I see your worried that your father isn't gonna support you hm? 

I nodded, I could already imagine his reaction once I mention "i'm into women dad." 

Rachel suddenly grabs my hand and gets me onto my feet with a huge grin trying to lighten up the mood, "Let's go grab some coffee!" she says in her happy tone, I nodded again not mentioning a word, I let Rachel drag me out of the employees break room I sigh dramatically I didn't really want to go anywhere I just wanted to stay in the sofa and relax but a coffee sounds good too . . . we bump into Jaiden once Rachel opens the door to the mini cafe shop we had inside the hospital (I know it's cool) I feel my cheeks burn up as I push Rachel away. I think I pushed her away too hard cause she fell onto the floor (I KNOW I'M A BAD FRIEND) 

"Oh my! Rachel are you okay?!" Jaiden worriedly yells, Jaiden in shock drops her things on the floor and kneels down to help Rachel up helping Rachel get back on her feet gently, Jaiden glares at me madly, I awkwardly kneel down and try to help Rachel but Rachel groans loudly as she grips on her leg, 

"Ow! Ow! my leg hurts!" 

That's when Jaiden. I'm officially startled, I started looking down at Rachel's leg, 

"It really hurts? you can't move it at all cause it hurts?" I look at her seriously while speaking she nods as Rachel grips her leg, Jaiden grabs a wheelchair that was nearby the hospital hallway and carefully sets Rachel down on the wheelchair, I worriedly look at Jaiden and Rachel they both glare at me, yeah, yeah I know I'm responsible for her injury but it isn't my fault! (It's my fault)

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Rachel is laying down on the hospital bed while wearing a cast on her leg, she is grumbling angrily I could tell she is mad at me, I sit down on the edge of the bed making the mattress sink down a bit, "look I know your mad at me, I didn't mean to push you like that I just got surprised when I saw Jaiden . . . ."

That's when Rachel's frown turned into a cocky smile as she responded back, "Oh Amy . . . let me guess, you wanted to impress Jaiden when you saw her." 

This bitch- did she just read my mind?! I nodded, I wanted to impress Jaiden when I saw her actually I was so surprised when I saw Jaiden that I pushed Rachel away harshly.