Her Beautiful Emerald Eyes

Confidence

~Amy~

There's one thing I want,

to get Jadien's attention 

But there is a little . . . issue,  i'm shy and scared how Jadien is gonna react once i ask her out for a date, also i'm worried if i'm being to forward, i don't know!! tomorrow maybe tomorrow i will ask her out for a date! i'm going to be brave and ask her out, but i can't help but wonder, does Jadien Hart even like women? well . . . i don't know, i guess i will have to ask her? i lay down on my bed and snuggle on the bed sheets, (this is how i sleep alright?) I'm feeling tired, maybe i should go to sleep i have work tomorrow.

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I wake up by the licking of Fluffy, he's licking my cheek, "Urgh . . . Fluffy your mouth stinks." Fluffy barks as he dashes out of my bed, I sit up feeling half asleep still, what time was it? I blink and I notice the time 8:37 PM my eyes widen in shock I was late for work! AGAIN, I jumped out of bed and I ran like sonic speed to my bathroom to get ready quickly and fast! at this point I'm gonna get fired from my job I hope I don't, I like my job as a nurse, but I always wanted to be a doctor instead of a nurse, but i guess i'm not meant to be a doctor, growing up I always told people I was gonna be a doctor and I'll make sure that's gonna happened, but I ended up as a nurse, so I quit my dreams  of becoming as a doctor but it's alright I don't really mind you know? right now I just needed to hurry up and get to work before they fire me.

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I enter the hospital and I notice Victor glaring at me while walking up to me I smile nervously, oh no I think I know what's gonna happened . . . 

"Amy, do you have any idea what time it is?" 

Victor says sharply and seriously, I gulp as I nod,

"Y-Yes sir I know what time it is, look I promise this is the last time I will be late I promise!"

Victor sighs and he shakes his head no,

"No, no, no! i'm sorry Amy but enough is enough, i have given you a lot of chances and so have the chief nursing officers, me and the chief nursing officers decide to fire you."

My world stopped spinning, what did he just say? I felt something roll down on to my cheek,

a tear

I chuckled nervously this couldn't happen I tug Victor's white coat as I begged to him,

"Victor! let's just talk about this yeah . . .? please . . ."

Victor takes a step back as he spoke in his serious cold tone, 

"Sorry, leave please your fired."

Victor walks away as I stood there stunned i felt my shoulders slump, this can't be happening! I still stay there stunned while people, nurses, and doctors walk pass by me I wanted to cry so badly but I don't like crying in public so I decide to walk outside,

as I sit down on a bench in front of the hospital I feel my body trembling, i start sobbing quietly as i cover my face with my hands i feel my mascara spreading all over my cheek i feel my make-up getting all wet and ruined, as i  continued to cry i hear soft footsteps walking up to me i flutter my eyes open as i lift my head up, it's Jadien . . . but this time she doesn't have her bright red lipstick she has a different shade, a soft peach lipstick . . . i also notice her soft rosy pink cheeks, i blush as i try to wipe my wet soggy mascara away, Jadien soon sits next to me as she spoke,

"What happened Amy?" 

i looked down at my lap as i felt my body tremble again,

"I got fired."

i admitted while tears drop into my chest, this is so stupid i can't believe i'm crying in front of my crush, i hear Jadien gasp as she places her hand on my shoulder, 

"Oh, well is there anything i can do to make you feel better?" 

i shook my head no, all i wanted is to be alone but i couldn't say that to Jadien Hart . . .  Jadien suddenly gives me a piece of paper i raise a eyebrow up confused,

"It's my phone number, feel free to text me." she replied

i blushed. i grabbed the piece of paper and set it on my purse, i look at Jadien again, she is smiling as she pats my shoulder, 

"You will get a job soon, don't you worry!" Jadien spoke in her happily cheer tone i just nodded as Jadien gets up to go back inside the hospital.

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As i step in the bus i notice it's crowded which it's something i hate the most, crowded places. every time when i see crowded places i feel like i'm being squished like a sandwich, i just sigh and go all the way back in the bus, i notice an empty seat so i sit down on it i close my eyes and remember what Victor said to me earlier,

"No, no, no! i'm sorry Amy but enough is enough, i have given you a lot of chances and so have the chief nursing officers, me and the chief nursing officers decide to fire you."

i sigh again, i look over my purse and i see the piece of paper that Jadien gave to me, maybe i should call her? i grabbed the piece of paper and also took my phone out, i typed Jadien's phone number on my phone

i look at the call button

i press it

ringing . . .

and ringing . . . 

she answers

"Hello?" 

i shivered once I heard Jadien's soft voice, i responded back to her, "Hey . . . uh it's me Amy?" 

she makes a "Ohhh!" sound, i just chuckled softly, soon she starts talking to me, 

"How are you feeling?" Jadien replied, i scratch the back of my neck as i spoke,

"Well . . . i feel a bit sad still."

"Damn, want me to buy u ice cream or cake? Maybe that will make you feel better." 

i giggled a bit, Jadien worries too much, "No, no it's okay. Are you still working?"

"Uh huh, yeah i'm in my office." 

"Oh shit! you should be working, not talking to me!" i felt stupid i forgot that Jadien was working at the hospital right now, i hear Jadien laugh a bit,

"Hey, it's okay-"

i cut her off with my voice, "No, no you have work to do Jadien, i'm so sorry for calling you."

"It's okay Amy i don't mind you calling me i was getting tired of these paperworks anyways, i needed a little break." 

my eyes lit up as i thought something, maybe . . . maybe this is a good time to ask her out,

"Hey Jadien?"

Jadien responds back with a soft hum, 

"Would . . . Would you like to go out with me this Saturday?" 

silence . . .

silence . . . 

i feel my palms sweating so is my forehead, 

"Sure."

i almost choked on my saliva, she said yes?! i'm officially over the moon, i sigh of relief i'm so glad she didn't  say no,

"Great! uh . . . i will pick you up at 3:23 PM okay?" i replied 

"Alright! see you on Saturday!" she said in her happy tone 

"Sure thing, oh! Amy i need to go Victor is knocking on my door."

My smile dropped a bit once i hear the name "Victor",

"Oh . . Okay bye."

she hangs up.

huh, i can't believe it i'm going out with Jadien.