Borderland (Poly!)

3

My uncle sits in the driver seat of the car as Last Boss sits in the passenger seat, and Niragi and I sit in the back.

I give directions and my uncle follows them. The car stops in front of my old house.

"You came back here?" My uncle asks turning in his seat so he can look back at me with concern in his eyes. I pick at my cuticles with a shrug. Aguni sighs but turns the car off and gets out, last boss follows, I wait for Niragi to leave before getting out but he doesn't, I look over at him shyly to see he's already staring at me.

"You ready?" He asks and I nod. He opens his car door and holds his hand out to me as he holds his gun in the other hand. I take his hand and he helps pull me out, when I'm out he keeps my hand in mine as we walk to the front door. With a sigh I pull a key out of my pocket and toss it to my uncle, he opens the door and creeps in.

"Last Boss and I will secure the building, Last boss secure upstairs." Aguni says walking around downstairs, Last boss leads us around upstairs checking each room. I pause at a door that has 6 different kinds of locks on it.

"What's this?" Niragi asks.

Last Boss unlocks each lock and slowly opens the door, the room is small, with an overhead light that can only be turned on and off from the hallway outside the room, only two people could comfortably fit in the room, there was a folded blanket on the floor with a bucket and a bottle of water.

"What the fuck room is this?" Niragi asks as I start to shake. Niragi looks at me and his eyes widen when he sees my tears.

"What's going on-" Aguni doesn't finish his sentence, he slams the door closed and starts locking all of the locks.

He sighs. "Go, to your room and pack what you want." My uncle says and I let go of Niragis hand and run to my room. I grab a duffle back and go to my closet and start grabbing outfits that I can wear at the beach, I grab some jewelry, I grab some knives I've hidden. I pry some floorboards and grab a shoe box that holds some special memories. I stuff it in my duffle then come out.

"You ready?" My uncle asks, I look at all three men and nod, I walk past them all and practically run downstairs and outside. I drop my bag by the car before I sigh and walk back in, I go down to the basement and grab a few cans of gas, and I start splashing it over the walls and furniture.

"What are you doing Jinx?" Aguni asks. I ignore him as I go back down and grab some more cans only to make my way upstairs but my uncle grabs me stopping me.

"What are you doing?" Aguni asks.

"I'm gonna burn it to the ground." I tell him and he sighs. 

He stares at me for a moment before nodding, he takes a can from my hand and helps, Niragi takes me to the car to watch as Aguni lights the house on fire, we watch for a moment before we drive off back to The Beach.

Niragi held my bag for me as we went back to my shared room, walking in I see Chishiya is leaning against his headboard tinkering with something he was making, while Kuina lay in my bed.

"Hey, your back!" She says happily.

Niragi places the bag at the end of the bed and Kuina jumps up and helps me put my clothes away.

Kuina gasps grabbing a blue fishnet crop top." You have such a cute style." She says holding the shirt up to me. I smile at her as I put the Fishnet on, it doing nothing to hide my skin.

"What's this?" Chishiya says holding the shoe box. My skin loses all color and turns green with nausea. I jump to snatch it out of his hands and clutch the box to my chest. My breathing picks up and I sit at the end of my bed.

Kuina slowly walks into my sight." Are you okay? You look sick."  She slowly sits next to me and rubs my back.

"I'm sorry, I just don't want anyone to see what's in this box." I tell them.

"It's okay, we all have our secrets." Kuina says. I slowly stand up and tuck the shoe box into the bottom drawer.

"There's a game tonight, are you playing?" Kuina asks and I lift my head and nod.

"Cool, I hope we can play in the same game!" Kuina says and I nod.

I sighed, my game was a bloody one, it was a Spades game and I was all alone with people from the beach that I didn't know, thank god Kuina wasn't there, as I didn't want her to see the bloodthirsty side of me.

I went to my room after dropping off my card, and went into the shower.

I decide I want to go down to the club and dance.

I decide to wear short pink bathing suit bottoms, with a black fishnet top. I do my makeup, with light blush, highlighter, mascara, and pink eyeshadow, sparkly to match my nails.

I make my way to the club and go to the bar. I drink, and drink, and drink. I make my way around talking and dancing with people, able to come out of my shell with alcohol in my system. A man offers me some drugs and I accept, washing it down with more alcohol.

"Jinx!" I turn to the sound, wobbling from imbalance. I see Mai and Kenji, I smile and wave back before stumbling to them. Mai pulls me to sit between the couple.

I giggle as I look between them." It's fun here." I tell them. Mai giggles at my state and caresses my face.

"It could get so much more fun, Kenji and I like to share lovers, would you be open to joining us?" She asks as I feel Kenji play with my hair.

"Why me? I'm nothing special." I ask and she hums.

"But you are special, you are gorgeous." I scoff.

"Very pretty, you are such a pretty boy." Mai says caressing my stomach and trailing her hand down. She swings her leg over my lap and straddles me. 

"I don't think so." I tell her and she grinds down into my lap making me moan.

"I think so, Kenji thinks so, why do you think so badly of yourself Jinx?" Mai asks and I huff and push her off my lap with a frown, flashes of my dad echo through my head.

"Jinx?" a voice calls out. I look up to see Chishiya glaring at the couple on either side of me." You'd go as low as to take advantage of him when he's drunk?" Chishiya asks and I can tell he is angry. He grabs my wrist and pulls me up." Let's go Jinx." Chishiya pulls me out of the club and to an elevator.

I lean against the wall and look at myself in the mirror in the elevator.

"Do you think I'm pretty?" I ask Chishiya.

"Why are you asking me that?" Chishiya says looking at the elevator doors and I shrug.

"I don't think I am, I think I'm disgusting, I'm ugly and fat." I tell him and his head snaps to me. His eyes which are always sharp and emotionless grow soft.

"You're not fat, and you're not ugly, you are in fact a very pretty man." He says and tears come to my eyes.

"I don't think so, my dad said I was hideous." I tell him as I look down, tears dripping down my cheek and falling to the floor.

Chishiya hums as the elevator dings and the doors open.