The sun peeked through the curtains of Mia's room, casting a soft glow that illuminated the stacks of books and notes scattered around her. But even as the world outside awoke, Mia remained in a deep silence, the weight of the previous week pressing heavily on her heart. She sat on the edge of her bed, her thoughts consumed by the image of Ethan's face when he had left the café. The memory of his shattered expression haunted her, and she felt a deep ache in her chest, wishing she could ease his pain.
Mia had spent the days following the incident in a haze of worry and sadness. She couldn't shake the feeling that their connection had been forever altered by that one moment, that one devastating phone call. Ethan was no longer the boy who could easily laugh at her jokes or challenge her to video game marathons; he was a boy grappling with a profound loss. The realization stung like a fresh wound, and Mia felt powerless to help him.
Determined not to let their friendship slip away, Mia resolved to reach out. She picked up her phone and scrolled through her messages, hesitating before typing a simple text to Ethan: *"Hey, I've been thinking about you. Do you want to talk? I'm here for you."*
She pressed send, her heart racing with uncertainty. Would he respond? Would he want to talk? The seconds ticked by agonizingly slowly, each one filled with dread and hope in equal measure. But when her phone buzzed with a notification, it wasn't from Ethan. It was from Lily, checking in on her. Mia forced a smile, appreciating her friend's concern, but her mind was still on Ethan.
The days passed, and Mia's attempts to reach out became a routine. She sent texts, left messages, and even visited his house a few times, but there was no answer. Each missed connection only deepened her frustration. She felt helpless, caught between wanting to respect Ethan's space and her desperate need to be there for him. She confided in her friends, explaining her worries, and they rallied around her, offering support and advice.
"You can't give up on him, Mia," Jake said one afternoon as they sat together at lunch. "He needs you now more than ever. Just keep trying."
"I know, but what if he doesn't want me around?" Mia sighed, pushing her food around on her plate. "What if he wants to be alone?"
"Everyone grieves differently," Lily chimed in, her voice gentle but firm. "But isolating himself won't help him. Just be patient. He'll come around."
Mia nodded, trying to take comfort in their words. She wanted to be patient, but the days stretched on, and her heart felt heavier with each passing moment. She couldn't shake the feeling that time was slipping away, and she was losing Ethan just as he was losing his mother.
Then one afternoon, as Mia wandered the school courtyard after class, she spotted him. He was sitting alone on a bench, his shoulders hunched as he stared at the ground. A flicker of hope ignited in her chest, but it was quickly overshadowed by concern. Ethan looked so lost, so distant, and it broke her heart.
Taking a deep breath, Mia approached him cautiously. "Hey, Ethan," she said softly, her voice barely above a whisper.
He looked up, surprise flashing across his face, but it quickly faded into indifference. "Hey," he replied, his tone flat.
Mia sat down beside him, the silence between them heavy and uncomfortable. She wanted to reach out, to hold his hand, but she didn't know how to bridge the gap that had formed. "I've been worried about you," she finally admitted. "I haven't heard from you in a while."
Ethan shrugged, his gaze drifting back to the ground. "I've just been... dealing with things."
"Is there anything I can do to help?" Mia asked, her heart aching for him. "You don't have to go through this alone, you know."
He shook his head, his expression hardened. "I appreciate it, but I just need some time."
Mia felt the sting of his words, but she pressed on. "I understand that, but—"
"I'm just not in the mood to talk," Ethan interrupted, his voice tinged with frustration. He glanced at her, his eyes dark with pain. "I don't want to talk about it, Mia. I don't want to talk about anything."
The rejection hit her hard, and she struggled to maintain her composure. "Okay," she said softly, her heart sinking. "I'm here if you change your mind."
Ethan nodded, his expression unreadable. Mia sat in silence beside him, feeling the gulf between them widen. But she wouldn't give up. She couldn't. Ethan needed her, even if he didn't realize it yet.
The following days were a blur. Mia went through the motions of school, her heart heavy with concern for Ethan. She noticed him sitting alone more often, withdrawing from friends and classmates. It was painful to watch, and each day felt like another piece of him slipping away.
Then, on a particularly gloomy Thursday, Mia found herself in the library after school, searching for solace among the stacks of books. She was flipping through the pages of a novel when she heard a familiar voice nearby.
"Hey, Mia."
She looked up to see Ethan standing a few feet away, looking slightly hesitant but more present than she had seen him in weeks. Her heart raced with hope. "Ethan! Hey! I'm so glad to see you!"
He offered a small smile, and for the first time in a long while, it felt genuine. "Yeah, I just needed to get out of the house."
"Do you want to sit with me?" Mia asked, motioning to the empty chair across from her.
He hesitated for a moment but then nodded, sliding into the chair. They sat in silence for a few minutes, the air charged with unspoken words. Mia felt the urge to fill the silence with small talk, but something deeper hung between them.
"Do you want to talk about it?" she finally asked, her voice soft.
Ethan looked down, his fingers tracing the edge of the table. "Not really. I don't know where to start."
Mia leaned forward, her heart racing. "How about we start with some of the good memories? Tell me about your mom. What was she like?"
His eyes flickered with a mixture of surprise and reluctance, but then, slowly, he began to open up. "She was... amazing. Always laughing, always trying to make everyone smile. She loved baking—made the best cookies." His voice trembled, and Mia could see the flicker of pain behind his memories.
"Did she teach you how to bake?" Mia asked, encouraging him gently.
Ethan nodded, a small smile breaking through his somber expression. "Yeah, she did. We used to make these chocolate chip cookies every Sunday. I always messed up the dough, and she'd laugh and say I had to work on my skills."
Mia laughed softly, feeling a warmth spread through her chest. "I'd love to try your cookies someday."
He looked at her, and for a moment, the darkness that had shrouded him lifted slightly. "Maybe we could bake together. You know, to honor her or something."
Mia's heart swelled. "I'd love that, Ethan. I really would."
Their conversation continued, a tentative dance around the grief they both carried. Slowly, they began to share more about their lives, their fears, and their hopes. It was liberating, and Mia felt the walls between them beginning to crumble.
As the days turned into weeks, Ethan gradually started to come out of his shell. He would sit with Mia during lunch, and they would share stories about their favorite movies or games. He even let her join him for video game sessions at his house, and they spent hours laughing and competing against each other, a reprieve from the heaviness that had settled in their hearts.
One afternoon, as they sat in the park during a rare moment of sunshine, Ethan looked at Mia and said, "Thank you for not giving up on me. I didn't realize how much I needed someone to talk to."
Mia smiled softly, her heart swelling with warmth. "I'm just glad you're letting me in."
Ethan's gaze shifted to the ground, his expression contemplative. "I guess... it's just easier to shut everyone out. I thought that's what I had to do."
"Sometimes it feels that way," Mia admitted. "But it's okay to lean on others too. You don't have to face everything alone."
He looked at her, and for a moment, their eyes locked, a deep understanding passing between them. Mia felt the connection between them strengthening, a bond forged through shared pain and healing.
Then, one day, after a particularly good study session at the library, Mia decided it was time to take a step forward. "Ethan," she began, her heart racing, "can we talk about us? About what we are?"
He paused, his expression uncertain. "What do you mean?"
"I mean... we've been through a lot together," she said, her voice steady despite the flutter of nerves in her stomach. "I feel like we're getting closer, and I want to understand what that means for us."
Ethan ran a hand through his hair, looking contemplative. "I like spending time with you, Mia. You make everything a little easier to handle."
"That's good, but I feel like there's something more there," she pressed gently. "I care about you, Ethan. A lot. I think you
know that."
He looked away, a shadow crossing his face. "I care about you too. But... I'm still trying to figure everything out. My head is such a mess right now."
Mia nodded, understanding the weight of his words. "I get it. We don't have to put a label on it right now. I just want you to know that I'm here, no matter what."
He smiled faintly, a spark of warmth in his dark eyes. "That means a lot."
With those words, they both felt the heaviness of unspoken emotions lift slightly, a step toward something more.
As they walked back to school that day, hand in hand, the world around them felt a little brighter. They still had a long way to go, but for the first time in a while, they both felt the promise of light breaking through the darkness, and they were ready to face whatever lay ahead together.
YOU ARE READING
LOVE BEYOND TIME
RandomMia had always been a very bright and lovely girl who could light up a room with her smile. When she was 16, she was diagnosed with brain cancer. Her world was turned upside down. When she was very young her parents died due to a car accident, the o...