I ended up in a fight with my brother. He hit me hard into my stomach. The pain was everlasting. I cried, cried, and fucking cried all night. My grandmother got up form bed and yelled at me. I cried in silence. I was in pain for weeks. She got tired of my crying and called my mom.
My mom came and took me to the hospital, the doctors said I had a cyst. I have no idea what that is. They ran X-rays and Ultrasound on me. They all said cyst. I got medications and I took it.
I wasn't ok. I went back to my grandmother's house, still in pain. I was taking the medication, but it did nothing.
I cried, coughed blood, I was peeing blood, my nose was bleeding, I was vomiting blood. But it was all tricks to my grandmother. I was in pain for 2 months...
No one helped, I craved my mom presence but she wasn't here. I cried endlessly. My grandmother called my mom again to carry me back to the hospital.
I went and sat down. I watched my mother face filled with horror. I need surgery. She refused. We went to another hospital, I still need surgery and no one is telling me anything. My nose is bleeding and no one cared.
That night I sat in the hospital with no one by my side, just me alone, in a cold empty room. In the morning the doctors came to me. I was going into surgery. I was telling my doctors how I was mistreated and the injected me with anesthetic. I was alone in the operation, no one to hold my hand.
I woke up, I couldn't move, I couldn't talk, I had a cut across my entire stomach. WHY?
The doctors found no cyst. It was a lie. I couldn't cry. I couldn't do anything. My Appendix was punctured, I was being blood poison. I could've died again. I was helpless.
I lived off of saline for days. My body swell, I was getting more and more fat. I thought I was safe in the hospital, but I wasn't......
I was mistreated, they scamed me of my money. In the middle of the night, they would wake me up and take me downstairs to do ultrasounds and extras that cost extras. They never cleaned me properly. Now, I'm insecure about my private parts. I was living on saline for days. My body got big and big till I was swollen. I've now become a plus-size woman..
One of the doctors, a female, almost overdosed me. I was vomiting, and I told her. "Hey, I think I'm allergic to Morphine. It's not doing anything to me, and I keep vomiting it out."
She told me that she was doctor and she knows what she's doing, she injected me with Morphine again and again and again and again and again, over and over, till I couldn't talk anymore..
I know i got a rough and hoarse voice. I'm not a girl anymore, IM A MONSTER, A FAT, STUPID UGLY MONSTER..
