Broken but beautiful

Chapter 9

Freen's POV

"Freen ...can we go a little slow" Becky said gasping for air .
Shit ..I must have made her uncomfortable.
I immediately removed my hand from inside.
"Sorry "
" I Got carried away"  I apologised and moved a little to give her some space .
She must be thinking I'm like this , horny af , all the time .
"Don't apologise...it was mutual" she said reassuringly.
Maybe she's still uncomfortable due to our dreadful encounter, and here I'm being perverted as fuck .
Obviously she was not ready for this intimacy.

We were silently laying on the bed facing the ceiling , both immersed in our own thoughts and Becky broke the silence.
"You're a good kisser " she praised me, more like  teasing me .

"So do you ! " I said and turned up a little taking support on my hand and I faced her .

"Are we good now "  I asked her tracing my fingers on her jaws and she nodded only . Why this kind of reaction.
We just kissed a moment ago . Does she regret that .
"Do you regret this ?" I asked her with a little uneasiness and she was shocked like , she was caught in an act.
"No Freen. ...why would you say that " she asked me a little surprised .
"You seem to be lost"
"You're overthinking" she said and the next thing she did was pulling me toward her and smashing our lips. We kissed in sync, her lips are going to be my addiction, smooth , soft , sweet ...just like strawberry  .
I bit her lower lip , in reply she opened her mouth little and I inserted my tongue inside her mouth .
This closeness is making my lower part ache , I want a release.
After a long searing kiss , I stopped and pulled away a little .
"Bec don't do this ... I can't control"  and she smiled teasingly and pushed me a little and stood up from the bed and said
"Serves you right " she said smirking and went out of the room .
Did this kid really teased me , I got bullied by my wife .
But she's really cute and beautiful at the same time . I've known Rebecca for a very long time , maybe when she was in her fresher year of Law , I saw her but she was in a hurry and we couldn't interact well .  Dad wanted me to know her and on top of that he wanted our arranged marriage. I don't know what he saw that he was too smitten .
And when mom said that Armstrong wanted to change his friendship into a relationship I was shocked because as much as I know , he was not ready , he made dad restless  for so many days on this matter . But dad wanted me to know her , and make her my  life  life partner.
At that time I just shrugged it off because arranged marriage is not my taste .
But as much as I know her , I think she's the best for me .

Becky's POV

I teased her and ran out of the room. Everything is going fast forward for my understanding. I took the initial step but  I'm not ready to step up this soon  . First I have to prepare myself for whatever I'm doing , it's my loss . Maybe I will hurt her ,but at what cost , losing my virginity to Freen Sarocha .
Of course I made her vulnerable and knowing her condition it's definitely not easy for her to control .

I went downstairs and greeted mom and grandma.

And then it was dinner time , when Freen came downstairs.

She sat beside me smiling , what's wrong with her she's looking like a bunny...a cute bunny  I say ..no Rebecca control .

Freen's mom  called us to the dining table . She sat beside me smiling , when everyone was  settled, Freen placed her hand on my lap and winked .

Here we go again with her flirting, then she started serving on my plate and nudged me to start eating , and nothing went unnoticed by Grandma and Freen's Mom , they both gave us a knowing look .

We came back to our room after dinner  and I know she must be thinking whether I will let her sleep on the bed or not , but will let her sleep after all I have to get close to her .

"You can sleep with me " I said and she wasted no time climbing the bed . I never knew it was this easy to make her my puppy .

There was only a side lamp glowing in the room which was casting enough glow to make things clearly visible.

I just lay down beside her after my night routine and she was wide awake .

"Good night " I said shifting toward her .

"Isn't it very Dry"

"You want water"

"I want you " she said and hovered over me .

Ohh god , I was not prepared for this .

Whenever she's this close with me It makes me feel things and I really hate this sensation.
What the hell you're doing Sarocha, till yesterday we were ready to kill each other and today she's all over me .

"What are you doing " I asked but why the hell my voice is so hoarse.

"Just saying good night "

"Like this "

"I love that you're my last thought before I go to bed" she said and leaned toward me , our lip met and I was frozen but she moved her lips reminding me to reply , I replied slowly and it was our most tender kiss , not like we did earlier, her lips and tongue explored every inch of my mouth , she nibbled my lower lip asking for entrance, which I gave lastly and she moved her tongue in every corner of my mouth slowly but then desperately, her hand gripping my neck . It was a long kiss and she released it when I really needed air . Indeed it was a breathtaking kiss .
"At least let me breath Freen" I said gasping for air .

She chuckled and pulled me toward her , my head lying on her chest and her heart beating like a drum.
"You make me do crazy things" she said caressing my hair .
"Maybe I'm my true self in front of you" she said giggling.
"Yeah ....you behave like a horny teenager"
"Ohh ...really " she said and chuckled.
"Freen ...we should first know each other , then we should ...you know...."
"Did I make you uncomfortable " she said and sounded a little  hurt.
"No...that's not what I mean"
"Ohk... we'll take things slow ..but please let me kiss you"

"You're really clingy"

"Only for my baby" she said and I felt butterflies, what the hell is wrong with me , I'm supposed to hate this brat .

I just agreed with her demand and I never knew she would kiss me all night , my lips are swollen but Freen is Freen .

"Freen please...ahhh" I said gasping for air , it's been an hour and she's kissing me non stop , what's wrong with her , who kisses this much .

"I can't get enough of you"

"Freen I'm tired...you really drained me "

"But it's just a kiss"

"It's been more than one hour"

"One last .... please "