being mine ❤️‍🔥(rest of my life)

chapter -15 ( Rishika )

   i liked fairytales an more an more about it... but in real life it's doesn't exist i know about that. but we'll have dreams to bring in those carecter who love you most. that's called a delusional, imaginary an whatever you want to said in your own languages. i remember my childhood when i peacefully live without any tention or burden. and no matter about people what they are said an what they're think about me. but this time everything is opposite to me like people, relatives, friends all of them. they don't care they're destroying those person who worked for her family day and night....

      so i change the place, I'll change the friends now an i don't have any other types of relatives and people who always interested conversation and do interrogation about me and my sons. even my bad luck always coming to me without my permission to give me a painful surprise. I'd date only 2 man in my life but first have already wife and he cheated me and truth was like create miles of distance to me so I'd have no sense.  id destroyed my life some kind of guy who doesn't even believe me. but after that truth I'll throw away her out of the way so i couldn't look her face in my life again.

  
   that' first date but second person is cruelest person ever meet in my life. I'm going with her in club party to have fun her friend also was there but seriously i don't do this if he don't force me. we both have fun and drinks not vodka an wine but first time i tried there mocktail an it's taste nice but i don't prefer this mostly.

   after a few hours he dragged me some random room and force me to do it with her. I'm refused and just about to my way but he grabbed my hair pulled me closer a d then throw me harshly on bed and forcing me to spent a night with it but Luckily I have paper spray so I sprayed on his face and did what all girls do this time. i went to the Home back and first time Krisha show me like this and she scared and worried at the same time becouse this time I have bruises and cuts but I'm glad to God nothing happened wrong with me an I'm safely went home back. pinpoint of this phenomena is i traumatized littraly I had 4 months to live normally with my sons and friend. so I have another reason to live single without any burden.

   but after a year again I'm went to the date with Aahir due to forcing by my beloved friend krisha. this generation believe to live-in relationship or girlfriend boyfriend relationship. no one no cares about there's future and marriage more than that. and he wanna marry with me and also accept my son without any questions and he had no any other questions where's my husband and what to do with him and more...

    if someone lost in morning and return in the evening that's not called lost person. i also want to love an married life but when I think about my sons then I'm going back step by step because my first responsibility is my children then someone else. but someone wants to bring me  in his life and my son also. my sons need a father because without father life becomes senseless and worthless. if you don't have father then you entire life empty. I'll always make an a excuse about her father but they need her i know.

   since my conversation is long lasted next two hours with krisha. now I made a decision I will married with her if he love my child too. I'm love her but I'm scared about my past if he will exactly like Rohit so first I will tested her then think about it i will marry her or not.

   after our chit-chat i went to my room still I'll think about her what will he do this time or anything more an much but I have my small an beautiful cafe to ruin so I need peacefully sleep to done with next day. literally he said he gives me a wonderful marriage proposal and make me her.

   her words make my heart flutter and i know he loves me otherwise who had lots of time especially who have business to work on it. an now I'm just watch he was right or just lying to me. i couldn't imagine he was a liar or else so mostly nothing in my hand but also pray to god about it and I don't know when i fall asleep to remember her...