after a shower I'm looking on bed side then upstairs and whole house but i don't know where is he. even he didn't inform me that he was leaving instantly an honestly I'm feel sorry for that.
but suddenly i show next to my bed there was a red flowers who scattered and make mess likes someone did intentionlly. no one her including Aahir. and there's a also my family photo who also broken piece by piece. quickly i went towards the parking road after getting ready but there's no her or her car also so i decided to went her house but i don't know her mansion's axect location so here I'm in my house.
i can fill something get wrong with her otherwise he didn't leave me like this and he had work so he informed me and then he leave. I'm clean my bedroom and get to school meeting and then Krisha's party. she's the model of Aahir's company and there's a one another friends hit her with it so she brings me along with it. party ended on the early morning but I'm back in two hours due to feed junior 1&2.
i already finished my daily work like cleaning, dusting, cooking even I'm going to my cafe so I can distract myself somewhere else but it's not work it. god know why but still it's hurt me like i stabbed by someone's knife and just about to nearly death. he didn't respond me now only thing I can do it's a praying to God. this time i have strong sence like something get's wrong but what that's a point. but after i nodded and think it's just my imaginary nothing else.
I'm back to home and then book the cafe for mandir so i can feel some peace. I'm go to the bedroom and first take a shower then quickly got ready. saree colour was read and do my makeup
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then get towards the lift while my hand filled with a Aarti thali and some fruits.
junior 1&2 is playing video games and i also feed him my cab is also there to way pick me up. i sat on the cab and arrived to the mandir. it's a Jagdish temple in udaipur who dedicated to lord Vishnu an it's give me peace and relax.
I'll do there Aarti and then gives a some fruits to pandit for today's bhog. he placed her hand on my head and gives me good blessings. last two hours I'm in Mandir do Pooja and joined there's another pandit who read the bhagvadgita after i went home back.
I'm entered in my house and I see junior 1&2 are still playing video games and eat snacks along with it. i told them if he wants anything to eat or something else but they refused and back her attention on playing.
i went upstairs and taking off my saree and wear some comfortable. again I call her but he not answer me so about the chat was like miles of away from us. now I'm fully confused and also worried for her and i don't know what's getting wrong with her and pinpoint is why he don't pick-up my calls. it's 68th time I'll call her and he don't give me answer. i think about her and some freaking and bad thought appeared on my mind like he drive the car crazily and get injured? what if he leaves me there and go abroad for lifetime? what if he have already fiancee and just about to get married? and more...
