Will You Tell The Sky About Me?

ch2 precious 💞

"How do I look ?"
"Precious."
This will haunt me forever.
I will always fail up to this word
I wish my attachment will go away
I wish I will stop crying now
I wish I won't see things that remind me of you.
I recently saw an astronaut diary and pen, I had the urge to buy it for you.
But what right do I have anymore.
I left it pass
I should respect myself
And not hope for you that I was worth it
Because you have made it clear I am not.
We were good,no? Why did you end us ?
What did I do ?
I told you I am scared of attachment
Yet
You had the audacity to do everything then be a coward.
You are the one who told me to acknowledge if you will ever message, yet you are the one who didn't.
I should remove myself where I am not respected.
Why should I go on and embarass myself.
I guess I will be too messed up to think of you anymore.
We all grown ups, right? Have responsibilities.
You taught me, words don't matter, actions do.
So before you call someone precious, make sure you have it in your to make the person feel that.