Will You Tell The Sky About Me?

ch7 "You have my heart."

I sneaked up behind you, tapped on your shoulder,"You have my heart".
I remember your smile. The first time I said it.
"You have my heart" the last time I did. You holding me saying you don't deserve it.
I wish I could say it to you.
I wish I could take it back, but it has parts of you now.
The little things you taught it.
The butterflies you gave.
The finance talk, kids talking, dowry talk, the apparent delusion that we could decide how our future will be.
It never goes the way we want it to. But what we want eventually will happen, if we are consistent enough.
Thank you for not being the one.
Thank you for breaking this heart.
I am done now, a friend said,"where is "you?".
I guess now I will focus more on me.
For a genuine love from my side, I have hurt my family, and got little distanced from my friends.
I feel bad.
That I could not me enough, when you were enough for me.
Congratulations you have ended us, but not me.
I will stop now.
No more looking.
No more hoping.
I guess until I feel back all this things again, as they come in circle.
With love,
Precious 💞