Chapter5-Not Yet

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Songs Of the Chapter;
Heart out-By The 1975
Hold on tight- By Justin Bieber
Suicide-By Rihanna
Cry-By Rihanna
Everybody's watching me-By The neighbourhood
Breathe me-By Sia

August/7/15

Daniella/

"No she isn't gone she can't go she can't leave me"

"Daniella it's ok"

"No it's not Matthew she can't leave me like this i need her"

"Daniella her and her mom needed to go they are in a better place now"He cried out

"Don't tell me that bullshit when you don't want her to go either look at you you're a mess just like me"

"Daniella we have to go pay our respects to Alex and his dad lets go"

"I can't do this no no no"I yelled out

"Daniella come on yes you can" Matt said holding my hand.

"Matt I can't I'm sorry,it's to painful" I cried out

"Daniella please let's just go, everything is going to be fine"

"Shut the fuck up matt don't even say that you're crying your ass off too don't say "Everything is going to be fine"Bull shit"

"Daniella Stop being so fucking childish"Matt screamed at me.

"Don't you dare scream at me"I slapped him as hard as I could it did hurt since he was rubbing his cheek

"Daniella come on"My dad yelled He got me and put me over his shoulder

I kicked and screamed

"NO NOOOOO YOU CANT TAKE ME YOU CANT FORCE ME TO GO"

"ALEX WHERES ALEX I NEED HIM"

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"Daniella, daniella wake up"Shawn said shaking

A week has past bye since i met shawn i wish i hadn't met him but he's here consoling me telling me everything is going to be okay?!

"What happened?"I asked confused

"You were screaming Matts and Alexs name "He pulled me in for a hug

I pulled back remembering he has a girlfriend I'm not going to be his revenge ticket

"Please don't use me" I got up from my bed and headed towards the bathroom I opened the door the first thing that got my attention was the Razor i ran and got it I heard Shawn's footsteps behind me it's to late to hide it i stuffed it in my back pocket

"What did you put in your back pocket"

"Nothing get out i need to take a shower"

"I don't care what.did.you.put.in.your.back.pocket"He said sternly

"Noth-ING" Putting an emphasis on 'Ing'

"Fine, but why are you so jealous"he asked putting a smirk on his face

"Get out and I'm not jealous I'm pissed"

I pushed him all the way to the hallway out side my and his room.

I locked the door and went to my closet.

I walked in the first thing I saw was my old notebook in the top of my dresser I climbed up to get I got it and opened it to a random page

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