House of Cards;Tyler Shaw
Pistanthrophobia;(Not super sure if this is correct)
Fear of trusting people due to past experiences with relationships gone wrong
Daniella/
"Ever since Alex came to see you"He finally spoke
"Why?"I questioned him
"Because I know you're going to be happy with him"Shawn answered
"How old am I"I questioned him
"Wait-what?"
"Answer me"
"Fifteen , Sixteen"
"Fifteen shawn,I'm Fifteen and not ready for somebody that doesn't even know what happened tell me i would be happy with someone that hurt me in the past, do you expect me to love someone that hurt me in the past"I screamed at him
"You can try"He whispered
"Wanna know something"
He nodded, "i don't plan on falling in love," "The entire idea of falling in love makes me sick, because like i said shawn This isn't a movie, this is real life"
"Why does the idea of falling in love make you sick?"
"because to love, you have to trust to trust, you have to go through hell and back, you get hurt in the process of trusting someone, and honestly I'm going to break down in the middle of the process, and even if I did get through the bumpy roads I'm still going to get fucking hurt"
"Want me to tell you the truth"I asked him
He slowly nodded,"I'm done talking about this, I want to be done with everything, including you, but I can't keep you out of my head. When i wake up i think about you, when I eat I Think about, you consume my thoughts, I hate when I think about you I feel slightly happy and I don't like it because i know you're going to hurt me, and really the only thing I really really hate is that the only thing we do when we see each other is scream,cry, or start talking about things that I absolutely hate"
"So what now?"he asked
"You explain to me why you wrote those songs for me/ about me and I'll try to not scream at you"
"Oo i bet that's going to be hard since you know I'm very annoying Oh and sexy"He winked
I rolled my eyes and looked at my surroundings I noticed Johnson looking at me, 'I'm sorry' i mouthed to him he turned around and sat down in a log looking at the sky
"Let's go inside"Cameron broke the silence everybody except for Shawn and I went inside
"I really really care about you?, i hate seeing you hurt"Shawn whispered
"Then stop being one of the reasons i get hurt"
"And i also really really hate crying over a guy that doesn't give two shits about"I retorted
"Shut up! Stop fucking saying I don't care about you, i care about you sooo much, fuck I'm not the only one who cares about you,FUCKING HELL i just met you and i hate seeing you hurt, Please try to fix for this, us I feel like I'm the only one trying to make this work!!!"He sighed in frustration, his hand in his hair pulling them
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Oblivious; s.m
Fanfiction"You're oblivious"Lizbet said "What?!" "You love him" "I do not"I scoffed "Stop lying to yourself , I know you're scared to get hurt after what happened with Alex but he won't hurt you, you need to trust"She said sincerely "I don't think I can tru...
