Act like you love me-Shawn Mendes
Running low-Shawn Mendes
Little do you know-Alex and SierraShawn/
'Why am I such a mess, i mess everything up' I thought to my self
"SHAWN"Someone yelled
" What" I got out of my 'room' and walked downstairs
"You're not leaving"Lizbet said sternly
"why?" I whispered
"Because you're not, you're going to fix everything you messed up, including my sister"
"I'm leaving, i tried to say sorry yesterday and she didn't listen"
"BULLSHIT"She screamed
"All you did yesterday was make her cry, you didn't do shit"
"I'm sorry"I whispered loud enough for her to here me
"I'm not the one you're supposed to say sorry to you dick" she left me alone in the kitchen with my thoughts
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11:36am"Dani open the door please"I knocked loudly at Daniella's door
See after an hour, (yes an hour) I couldn't think of shit so i just thought maybe I shouldn't overthink it so here I am an hour later ready to apologize to a broken (because of me) and strong girl that I can't get out of my mind no matter what i try to do let's see I've screamed at her, made her cry, told her I didn't like her, and let's see worst of all i made her think i liked her, i mean I do like her but she thinks i used her.
"What do you want shawn"she groaned opening the door which took my by surprise since i made a bug thump on the floor.
"Get up"Her voice sincere but still mad
I got up as she told me to
"We n-need to t-alk"My voice broke
I could see she tried not to giggle so i giggle for her making her giggle, her giggle made me and i bet all the birds chirping outside smile
She had this grin on her face making me realize her eyes were a dark red and her cheeks were like they were tired(I don't know what they're tired of but they're tired), her lips(which i would gladly kiss) looked broken and wet probably from the tears that i had cost.
"Stop"her voice made me look at her and break me out of my thoughts
"Sorry"
"What do you want to talk about" she sat on her messy bed as i walked towards her Computer chair that's next to her desk
"I want to tell you how I actually feel before i go, and i want you to tell me how you feel"I told her looking down at my my (sweaty) palms.
"What do you want me to tell you, shawn" her voice sounded tired probably tired of all my bullshit
"I don't know tell me what you think about me, about,"
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Oblivious; s.m
Fanfiction"You're oblivious"Lizbet said "What?!" "You love him" "I do not"I scoffed "Stop lying to yourself , I know you're scared to get hurt after what happened with Alex but he won't hurt you, you need to trust"She said sincerely "I don't think I can tru...