Close to My Heart- Lovely Runner fanfiction

5: Dreams and Betrayal

Im Sol's POV:

I woke up at 3 am, due to cold sweat. I felt like I was inside a nightmare. I kept dreaming about kissing Sunjae!

Sunjae and I cannot be together, not even in my dreams...or nightmares.

Ever since the day we have joined college something has changed between Sunjae and me. He has been behaving extra nice to me on certain occasions and I do not understand why.

Even yesterday, Sunjae stood up for me in front of the college bully, but he would never stand up for me in school. So, I do not understand what has suddenly changed between us?!

Nonetheless, even I feel extremely drawn to him, I feel a weird sexual pull towards him, as if I want to kiss him, smell him, touch him. And all these thoughts keep shaping my dreams and I have been feeling disgusted, how on earth could I dream about Sunjae!

I looked at the clock hanging in my room, it was around 4 am now, I have three more hours before the breakfast time begins so I decided to study a little. Afterall, I couldn't study at all last evening, I kept thinking about the dare I pulled infront of the whole college- KISSING SUNJAE!!!!!!!

A part of me still cannot believe that I did this. But honestly speaking, I wanted to do it, I wanted to kiss him!

In fact, I have had dreams before where I was kissing Sunjae and a part of me was super curious about how it would feel if I did it in real life. But, now that I have actually done it, I feel super embarrassed and weird.

HOW CAN I, IM SOL, FEEL BUTTERFLIES FOR RYU SUNJAE, EWWWW!!!!

I decide to brush off all those thoughts aside and sit down to study.

Sunjae's POV:

Sleep has been far away from my eyes tonight. Afterall, can anybody sleep when their longtime crush has kissed them infront of the whole college?

Sol kissed me and just walked away like nothing happened, did she really not feel a thing??

URGH! Why would she feel anything for me. Afterall she hates me. But still, we need to talk about what happened! She can't just kiss me and pretend that it never happened. IT WAS MY FIRST KISS!

I look at my mobile and realize that it's past 4 am. I decide to scroll my phone since I am unable to concentrate on anything right now.

I realize that Sol is online. I open her chat and decide to message her.

Narrator's POV:

SUNJAE:"HI, ARE YOU AWAKE?"

SOL: "I TOLD YOU DO NOT TALK TO ME. DON'T FORCE ME TO BLOCK YOU SUNJAE"

SUNJAE: "SOL, YOU REALLY THINK THAT I WAS THE ONE WHO SPREAD THAT DISGUSTING RUMOUR?! I CANNOT DO THAT, YOU KNOW IT VERY WELL"

SOL: "GO TO SLEEP SUNJAE. I DON'T THINK WE SHOULD CONTACT EACH OTHER REGARDLESS OF WHETHER OR NOT YOU DID IT".

As soon as Sunjae read those words, he felt his heart breaking into a thousand pieces. The woman he loved was unwilling to even hear his words or see his face. Sunjae wondered if anything in this world was going to hurt more than his moment, but destiny was soon going to show him that something could hurt more than this.

Sunjae's POV:

I walked past the college gate and realized that everyone was staring at me. I did not understand what was wrong so I fixed my hair and clothes. As I kept walking my bestfriend rushed to me and said-

"Man! I don't know if you and Sol were ever a thing, but I would take serious offence of a girl kissed me one day and started dating someone else the very next day"

"What?", I replied with shock, "What are you saying?"

He dragged me and took me to the college canteen. Over there, sitting almost in the middle of the canteen, with all eyes staring at her, was Sol.

But wait, why is she feeding Tae-seong with her hands? And why does it feel like they are a couple?

No way, Sol can never date him!!!!!!!

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