All the Tears you left on me

Chapter 7

Later

Ladybug

— how do you feel ? he ask me.
— awesome.

I really felt that.
I really made love with Cat Noir.
We didn't just "fuck", we didn't just had sexual intercourse.
We made love.

— Ladybug ?
— yes ?
— did I hurt you ?
— no.

He kissed my cheek.

— tell me the truth.
— it's the truth Cat Noir, you were so kind, so caring.

I added something more.

— so loving.

We smiled at each other but his smile disappeared.

— Ladybug.
— what ?
— we forgot something.

I was questioning him with my eyes.

— we didn't protect ourselves.
— oh...
— I'm sorry I'm really sorry I didn't had a condom and I didn't think that you would want... uhm... this.
— it's okay I'll take the morning-after pill.
— my Lady...

He places a hand on my arm.

— I'm really sorry, I wish you hadn't resorted to this drug that messes with your hormones.
— it's fine.
— Ladybug.
— yes ?
— are you happy ? for living this moment with me.
— I am Cat Noir, I love you with all my heart and with every inches of my body.

He placed a kiss on my lips.

— I love you way more, sleep now my Lady you need it.

I didn't want to contest, we cuddled and I fell asleep very quickly.

Without knowing what would await me tomorrow.

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Very early in the morning

Ladybug

I couldn't believe my eyes for the paper that was between my hands.

„"I'm sorry Ladybug, I can't do this, I'm so sorry to break your heart again, you don't deserve me my Lady, I don't deserve even one inch of you.
There is a reason that I can't tell who haunt me everyday, every moments where I am with you, and now this...
I slept with a liar, a manipulator, I betrayed someone behind me.
I love you Ladybug, I'll always love you but your mistakes even if you did it for "good" kills me.
Please move on, don't do something to yourself, you're an amazing person, you're my woman Ladybug, I can't describe this, words are missing to describe how I feel about you.
But please keep a good memory of this night, of us, of everything that is linked to us.
I love you Ladybug.
Your Cat Noir."„

My tears flooded my face, I wanted to scream, to ask him why did he do that.
Cat Noir was my everything.
I fixed my costume and I left the chamber.
Paper in my hand.
Head in hell.

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One week and a half later

Adrien

I didn't see Ladybug since the last time at the hotel. I blamed myself but I had no choice.
She lied to me, she hid the truth.
I was hoping that she is fine.