———— In An Uber. 10 Minutes Later—————
All three of us shell shocked, taking an Uber cause none of us have steady nerve to drive, Sabrina fixing my makeup in the backseat like a movie star whilst simultaneously having a cussing match with Madison. "You shouldn't have hit her!" "I was protecting Bianca!" It went on and on. Me, I was googling a scary sentence. One I've been putting off googling for some time now but my damnit it needs googling. With each word pressed more pain and fear emits from my body, what will the answer be? I type in, "why do I like being humiliated in girls clothes?" And right before I hit send. Before I find out the answers of my true self, our driver comes to a screeching halt sending my face directly into his car seat, "fuck!!!!!" I screech in utter pain.
Madison and Sabrina both stop in their fighting to look at me in fear and worry.
"What?"
———50 Minutes Later. School Nurse Office————
The blood stopped flowing as the nurse took out the tapon from my nose. That stupid fucking driver nearly broke my nose. At least it wasn't broken, broken, but with all the mascara on my face and the hints of blood on my ass cheeks from Rains spankings, they had to keep me there for wayyyy longer than needed. It was a little bit embarrassing to try and explain the blood on the back end of my dress. I said I was just touching my nose but she didn't believe me due to the marks Rains brute strength left on my dainty little forearms. Mixed with my fathers lovely scars he gave me, I was in there for the long haul. Getting marks on the system that I was put into not even 5 hours ago. Least Madison is here, never letting me out of her sight.
We didn't say anything to each other. Why did she punch Bailey? Why was she scared of her? Why was she-
"Who did that to you?" She bluntly asks. Pointing to my bruised forearms.
"Nobody. I just tripped in the bathroom"
"Was it Rain? I saw him come in after you. I"m sorry it was my fault."
I start to want to tear again. This is nowhere near her fault. Its all mine. If I wasn't so fucked up none of this would have happened. "its not your fault maddy."
"no it is. If you weren't so flustered and scared, you would have went to the girls and Rain wouldn't have-"
"he didn't do those things!"
"things?" She starts to tear up. She can see it. In her eyes, she knows something happened that doesn't require her knowing. I just look straight ahead and put on my big girl pa-, urggggggh . FUCK FUCK. man up. I am a man. I am putting on my big boy pants., not big girl panties. Why the fuck would I even say that if I was a girl. Why am I so fucked up.
So there I go, Madison grabs my hand as she ushers me into class. I sit down next to her and Sabrina and it feels like I'm about to step on a landmine. None of these people know me. I've heard them countless times saying I was weird, quiet, a freak. If ANY of them find out I'm fucked. F U C K E D, fucked!
As we wait for the teacher to come in, I look around, it's not an awful group, Collin is in here, some of the other jocks, few cheerleading girls, and then I turn to my right and as if on cue, Becca comes over to me, "Hi, the office would like to see you."
"She's been down there for an hour now, what the fuck could they want. Class is about to start." Madison goes on, telling her I'm not leaving, but I know this ploy. Bailey did to be earlier. Whatever gimmick they are going to make me do, I should do it now. Everything about this day has been shitty and confusing, I need to get all the shit out of my way and maybe I can try and enjoy my day. I gulp as I say my next lie,
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Becoming the Schools Sissy Slut
General FictionBen was just an ordinary high-schooler, until one humiliating incident after another, causes him to be in multiple blackmailing schemes all centered around him. forcing him to be who he was really and truly meant to be. Whether he agrees with it or...
