You're in my head
I had plans for the weekend
But wound up with you instead
Back here againYunjin hadn't answered any of your texts this week, after you had seen each other the Saturday before and hooked up like you had in the past. It had always ended this way, you hook up, argue a bit while she insists you're just friends
"Y/n?" you heard as soon as you answered the call from Yunjin, her voice raspy like she had been crying.
You were currently getting ready to hang out with your friends and go to a club.
"Jen? Everything okay?"
"Can you come over?" Her voice wobbles like she'll start crying any second, your heart breaks for her but you shouldn't blow off your friends to comfort your situationship, right? This is was something that happened often, her calling you only when she's upset or horny or usually both.
"Jen, I wish I could but I'm actually busy."
"Oh..." a deep breath, and you can hear her start to cry a bit, "okay, that's okay...I'm sorry for calling, I shouldn't have. Go have fun." She rushes out the words so her voice wouldn't tremble as much when she spoke.
"Wait Jen. I'll be there 20."
"Thank you." And the she hangs up.
You press the contact of your best friend, Yeji.
"Hey Yeji..." you start
"Don't tell me you're canceling again." She said already knowing where this was heading.
"I'm sorry.."
"Are you going to see her?"
"What? No." Not believable at all.
"God dammit y/n, I told you, you have to stop seeing her. She's literally ruining you."
"No she's not." You insist.
"Just last night you were crying in my apartment because she hadn't texted you back in a week." Yeji argues, proving her point.
"I can't help it... she sounded really upset." you admit, voice quiet.
"I know." Your best friend knows you're still going to go see the girl, as you weren't very good at self control when it came to her, "Be careful. Try not to end the night yelling and crying this time." A reference to the many arguments you and Yunjin shared, mostly at her lack of feelings but she'd say it's because you have too many feelings.
So you go to her dorm, where Chaewon lets you in and gives you a pitiful look, even her members knew that the way she treated you wasn't okay. You didn't want to think about the amount of people who felt that way, like you were prey trapped and unwilling to leave even when rescued.
You softly knock on her door and whisper a "jen?"
"Come in." It's small, almost unheard through the thick wood of the door.
When you walk in, your heart kinda breaks. She's sitting on the floor in front of her bed, arms around her knees with ripped paper littering the floor in front of her, lyrics scribbled on the tiny pieces. You sit next to her silently waiting for her to open up.
"I love my job. But people can be so horrible sometimes."
You had figured her songwriting had been a topic among hateful "fans" online from the scattered paper in front of you.
Her head leans against your shoulder now and instinctively you wrap your arm around her. And you sit there like that in silence for hours until she feels better, once again throwing away your night to help the girl.
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Sapphic kpop imagines
FanficSapphic x reader imagines for kpop gg's. Group i write for (but not limited to): Twice XG ITZY Le Sserafim Katseye (not technically kpop but still, not megan or yoonchae) aespa KARD (jiwoo and somin only) Blackpink (g)-idle