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11.Bright - fall

Where is he, I want to see him now,  I said cold. The helper look at me scarely. He quickly make a phone call. This way khun, he said and escort me to the car. Not only to the car he also escort me to the aeroplane.  Where is he, I ask the helper again. He is in Japan, the helper said. I nearly yell again. But I finally calm myself and sit quietly.  I know I don't need to prepare anything , there will be no problem weather I have ny passport or not. Phi mile have his own way.  I need to calm down to confront phi mile.  He is too smart.

I quickly run to him. I dont care about anyone.  He broke his promise. It already more than a month. But I cant see him at all since our agreement expired.  He look at me gentle and carefully pull me. He make me sit on his lap. I try to refuse but he hold me tight. He is the bride, phi mile suddenly said. I look at him with big eyes. Phi mile guest suddenly laugh and cheering.  No we are not, I said but no one listen to me.  Okay, we allow you to leave now, the elder said happily. Phi mile nod and kiss my head. When all the elder finally leave the room, phi mile suddenly lift me. What are you doing, I ask him. You know you look so delicious right now, he said. I am not food, so put me down,  I said angrily.  You promise to let me go and end our engagement,  I said loud. I know, phi mile said. I felt a bit relieved.  At least he dont forget his promises.

No, I shout and yell as loud as I could. Please phi no, I said again and again but phi mile seem dont understand.  No, I said and cry. Phi, I call him while holding my desire.  No phi, I said and cry. He look at me but did not stop preparing me. He is too strong for me. You are ready now, he said and kiss my face before he enter in me. I bite his shoulder. It so painful.  Please phi,  I keep begging.  No, I said again. But like talking to the wall he keep kissing and thrusting into me. Now I am shaking with pain pleasure. I close my mouth when I unconciously moaning.  He is too good finding my weak spot. I cant help but drowned in pleasure. Please, I keep begging but I don't know what i beg for. 
We will get marry , phi mile suddenly said while I am riding him. I look at him but too weak to response. After all this, i won't let you go all your life he said while caressing my face. I am too shock and to weak to speak.  He did not propose. He just state that we are going married while he is hard in me.
He gently pull me and let me lay on his chest.  Dont fight me anymore, he said and after small kiss, he Start thrusting again. All I can do are crying and screaming with pleasure and anger.

I can believe it. How could he do this to me. I am black and blue. All my body was mark by phi mile. I am too weak to even move my leg. I want to kill him.
I refuse to eat when he help me. So you want to do it instead of eating , he ask me with his smile. I look at him scarely. Now be good, he said and gently feed me. I open my mouth and start eating. After he satisfy with the amount of my food, he let me rest for a while and start cleaning. Dont be sad, he said gently while holding me. I look at him and cry. I dont want to marry you, I said . He just laugh and hug me tighter. Please phi, I beg him. You can't baby, he said and kiss my head.  He wipe my tears and gently said. I will paid for my sin all my life, but I cant let you go. I look at his eyes. I dont see any sign of lie. I am sorry he said and hug me tight.  All I can do now is crying and hug him back.

This is crazy. This is not happening.  Now I am at church walking toward phi mile with my best friend . I dont have parent so I treat them like family. I am happy that phi mile at least do this for me. Win are crying non stop. Dew need to calm him. Nani like always being strong for us.  He wait and look at me calmly. I hate him but he is too handsome. His smile and his eyes only for me. When nani handover my hand to me, he politely bow to my friends.
I do I said and look phi mile.

I try to hate him, but he treat me like a prince. I think he spoil me to the extent that I never imagine. He act like gentlemen.  I am his priority . I try to act cold but I really cant. When I live as his husband, I start to know about him more. He care about me so much but he always forget about himself.  So after phi kim report to me that my husband neglect his lunch and dinner, I gracefully Walk into his conference. Everyone look at me but I don't care because phi mile eyes now look at me dearly. I casually sit on his laps. I am hungry,  I said. He now look at phi kim. Why he  angry, he ask angrily.  Phi kim look at me and sigh. He wait for you, phi kim said. Without waiting for a second he quickly lift me and bring me out from the conference room. You should eat first he said a bit firm but full of worry. So when we get into his office, he quickly put me down and feed me. Phi kim already prepare food for us. You should eat too, I said and push the spoon to his mouth. Then he suddenly stop and look at me. Are you doing this because of me, he ask me happily.  No, I quickly reply refuse to look into his eyes.  I know I am blushing.  Oh my god, this is so sweet he said and hug me tight. Phi, I cant breath I said and hit him . He just laugh and after he relieve me, he look into my eyes. I know I never be wrong,  he said and kiss my nose. Stop it, you should eat now, I said and start feeding him. I dont know but it easier when I listen to him or may be I already fall for him. Base on my attitude,  I will choose to kill myself instead of agree with all his plan. I just cant contradic him and become very submissive.  I dont know

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26.10.24