5.5 (short chapter)

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Chloe-
Fuck! I love her but I also need a bit of space.
"I need a bit of space" I whisper. It hurts more then I thought.
I could see the pain in her eyes.
She nods.
"Just please be safe" I hear her voice fade away as I look down.
I look back up to stop her but she was already gone...
I was too fucking late!
I break down as I fall to my knees.
"Why am I so fucking stupid!" I scream.
Why did I say I need space. I didn't need space I need HER!
I cry and cry until there was no more tears.
"Just please me safe" I hear her words echo in my head. I get back up before walking away crying still.
I go to my friends house,  Nina. I knock. She opens the door.
"Chloe?"
It's like when she said my name it was like she broke down the wall that was holding my tears,
I fall onto my knees and sob again.
"Oh Chloe" she rubs my back as she holds me. It wasn't reds arms but it was all I had left.
"Chloe? What happened?" She asks.
"You know r-red?" I stutter,
She hums as she nods,
"She l-lied to me about something huge and we got into a fight, she told me how much she loved me, but I told her I needed space but all I needed was her!" I sob again.
"Oh honey" she comforts me.

-the next morning-
I woke up early early. Couldn't stop thinking about red's smile and giggles.
I got up and went outside. I walk to her apartment.once I walked through there I was hoping red was just there siting on the couch, but all there was, was nothing... like she moved out.
I call her but it goes to voicemail
"This is red, i can't come to the phone right now, or ever" it said,
I see a note.

Can't take back your words Chloe
-Red

I cry again,
"Please come back baby" I cry and cry as I bury my head in the palm of my hand.
The memories of her flooding in.

"Hey baby!"
"Kiss?"
"Can you sleep with me"
"I love you..."

I cry even more,
"Why! Why me!"
"WHY AM I SO FUCKING STUPID!" i yell at the top of my lungs.

Every kiss of hers and how she made me smile, it was gone. My world is gone.
I have nothing else...
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Why did you do that Chloe! She just confessed her feelings and you turn her down!
Anyways, opinions.
Have a great day or night

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