Detour To You're Heart

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Did the boys.... Care for me?

I stood there in the middle, shaken and violated.

My cheek burned, and I hate the fact I was crying and the boys saw me.

I felt a supporting hand on my back, rubbing circles.

You know when you get that feeling when someone is staring at you and their eyes are like burning into you're soul ...?

Just me?

Okay then...

Joanie shot me one last death glare before sashaying out of the room, winking at Harry.

Lol no, back that truck up bitch.

'I-I need some time alone.' I muttered before slowly walking out of the room.

I pushed open the sliding door, but someone grabbed my arm. I turned around to see Niall with an ice pack wrapped in cloth.

I couldn't keep my tears in, these boys have been so helpful! They think of everything for you.

I could feel the tears quickly cascade from my eyes, and down my face - which probably looked like a mess.

I enveloped Niall in a bear hug, and sobbed into his shoulder.

He knew just what to do when a girl is crying, just be quiet and hug her. He rubbed circles on my back and whispered soothing things in my ear.

After a few minutes my sobs had died down and my face was hot, sticky and puffy from crying.

I finally pulled away from the hug, and gave Niall a reassuring smile.

'Heres you're ice pack love.' He said sweetly, placing the cold chunk in my hand.

'Thank you Niall.' I said before walking out the door.

Right then, the tears poured out again.

I slammed shut my 'bedroom' door and flopped down on my 'bed' my hair flailing at my sides.

I guess I say there for a few hours because I heard rain outside my 'bedroom window'.

I sighed, knowing that rain leaks through the cracks in here.

I flipped over the mattress and searched the floor for my blades.

I know, it's like the third time I've done it today, but you know what? YOLO.

My chest tightened when I found that my blades weren't there.

I checked my make up bag, my suitcase, all over the floor, but I still couldn't find them.

Where were they?

Why couldn't I find them?

Had someone taken them?

A thousand questions raced through my mind as I searched for the missing blades.

Where the hell were they?

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A/N.) HEY WATTPADERINOS!

So, um ermms sorry for the late update...

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Sorry if this chapter isn't as good as the others, I have writers block xP

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