Favorite Mistake

Chapter 7

One month later...November
I'm so exhausted. Bryson and I have been consistently going to the gym five times a week for the past three weeks—not just for 1-2 hours, but 4!!!

I'm complaining about all the work, but not this snatched waist. Bryson got me right, but I'm tired.

I feel like he's been harder on me since I'm avoiding hangouts. I just don't want to fall in love. One, I'll lose a really good friend, and two, how can I convince Adam he has a chance with me if I'm obsessing over another boy? I have to get my revenge and break his heart. It's the only way. It's honestly been so stressful. The gym is my only source of happiness, and I never thought I would say that. Well, Bryson also is, but..yeah...

I want this to work out.

...

I head to my car and start making my way to school. When I started walking to my locker, I noticed Adam leaning beside it. Why is he even here? I continue to walk to my locker, ignoring him. He stands there looking at me. I glance over to him for a second, and he smirks.
"Hey"
What do you want, Adam?"
"You look good."
"I've been hitting the gym with Bryson"
"That black dude? Is he your boyfriend or something."
"Why do you care"
"I miss you"
"I would miss me too" I close my locker and start heading to my class.
"Quit playing hard to get, he got nothing on me"  Adam raises his voice to make sure I hear him. Of course I was playing hard to get. Adam likes easy but he doesnt value easy girls...like Emma.

With Bryson and I in the same class, I have to come late so he doesn't sit next to me. He believes moving during a lesson is rude, so he won't bother to change seats.

Boy, how I was wrong. I sat all the way in the back on the whole other side. I looked over to Bryson, and he was irritated. He got up and rushed towards me. what the fuck? He came closer and grabbed me wrist. I got up frightened, and as soon as I got up, Bryson pulled me away from my stuff and dragged me out of the classroom in front of everyone. What the fuck!? He rushed me into an empty classroom and shut the door.

"youre hurting me, what is your problem? calm down!"

He pushed me against the doors, with his hand still around my wrist slamming it on the door.

"Bryson!"
"What is your problem, Asia!"
"let go!"
"tell me please.."
I stopped fighting back, his tone made me feel so vulnerable. He didnt look irritated anymore. He looked like a sad puppy.

"You've been avoiding me"
"I-"
"dont even try to deny it, its been driving me crazy.., did you..? did you fall in love with Adam again?"
My eyes dilated and when Bryson noticed he let go of my wrist.
"Wait- forget what I just said just tell me...im sorry"

I look down at my wrist and it was red. Bryson looked at it too and said "im so sorry, god what is wrong with me"
I didnt even care about my wrist, I was heart broken. I never hurt someone so bad. I cant believe he cares like this. I can't even tell him why because it would ruin everything. Bryson looked deeply into my eyes and all I felt was guilt.

"Im sorry, Bryson..."
I turned away ashamed to look into his eyes but he turned my head back towards him.
"You're so beautiful, I...I cant help it"
I blush confused "w..what?"

Bryson kisses my neck and slides his hand into my pants rubbing his fingers against my vagina.
I release a moan and throw my head back hitting the door but I don't care. Bryson pickes me up and continues to kiss my neck. This is exactly what I want. wait what no. I like it but this can't be our first time. Wait no- what about Adam. Bryson stop. Bryson stop.
I didn't say it out loud, and I wasnt hoping he would. I didn't want him to but...but nothing. Adam wouldnt see this. Im pretty sure he'd just want me more anyways. Why is everything about Adam! It feels good goddamnit enjoy it Asia.

"Excuse me!!!"

A professer knocks on the door and Bryson puts me down.

" oh shit," Bryson says

That was so hot.

"Nasty! Just nasty!"

Bryson and I walk out, apologizing and trying not to laugh. She slams the door, and we turn around to see her drenching the door with disinfectant spray. Me and Bryson burst out laughing.  We finally calm down, and Bryson says, "That was... I don't even know". I smile at him, and we just look at each other. That's when I realized what just happened. Bryson looks deeply into my eyes and leans in for a kiss. I back up, but when I do, I spot Adam. Students were transitioning. I come closer to kiss Bryson, but he shoves me aside in front of everyone. I fall to the floor, landing on my ass.

ouch

That was the first time I had seen Bryson mad.

He walked away, not even looking at me. Adam rushes over and helps me up. I grab his hand, and he lifts me up.

"Are you okay?"

I don't respond. My eyes focus on Bryson as he walks away.

What have I done...