He. Isn't. Gone. I'm so done with this, every last bit of this! I swear I'll find myself humming that song, I literally can't catch a break from this! I don't know how Jake could put up with this as much as he did, I can't stand it and it's only been a week or so! I mean, just- how?! I mean, one night I literally threw a bottle of off-brand soda into my closet. It was a thing I did in the moment, and now I'm stuck trying to clean the stains from the soda out of my carpet.. Ugh. Why can't this demon just leave me be?! I'm not 'jumping on it' or whatever any time soon!
... That didn't sound right- but still!! I don't have anything to give him! Nothing! Nada! I just wanna live in peace! But I can't do that with this dance battle craving hell of a creature I just.. I need to talk to someone..! Anyone! Maybe Father John? That fella seems to know a lot about it.. Yeah, maybe that could help! I hope.. I just.. I hope Jake isn't going through any of this as well.. I really really hope he isn't. He really was going through it the last time we dealt with him. I don't know what he wants from me or Jake, especially Jake. I mean, he's a great kid! He didn't do a thing to deserve this, and neither did I! I just don't get it! Well, Father John can certainly help, I know it. I don't know what I'll do if he can't help!
Welp, I finally got that stain out of my carpet, thank goodness. I think I'm done for today. It's getting late anyways. I'll talk to Father John tomorrow.
Hopefully my dreams aren't that weird tonight. But then again, they somehow always are.
